Hallam's Happenings

Sharing a smile!

2012-02-05T15:39:00.000-08:00

The other day, Kyler was playing outside in the sun while I was fixing dinner. He was playing around the suburban and on the back of it for quite some time. I went outside to see what he was doing and just giggled and smiled. Kyler had made a smiley face on the back of the suburban in the dust that was on it haha.... It was too cute to keep to myself.

If you were driving behind us and saw this.... wouldn't you smile too ???? It's too cute to not smile :) It looks almost like the kool-aid man :)

GREAT QUOTE!

2012-01-27T10:38:00.000-08:00

I just saw this quote on pintrest this morning and it made me choke up. "Your first breath took ours away"

I thought about each one of my boys and their birth. I wasn't awake for Aaron's first breath, but I was for the rest of them. It is so true, they took my breath away! I was in love with my babies from the very beginning and have loved them more and more each day.

I remember how tiny and precious they were....how helpless they were and how much they needed me. They need me still, but are growing up to where they don't need me as much. I am saddened by how quickly time is passing and how fast they are growing. At the same time, I am happy that they are growing and learning and becoming righteous men of honor. I am taking every chance that I can and cherishing every moment that I can with my precious children.

I love them dearly and pray that they will always need me in some way, just as we need our Heavenly Father. I am always here for my children, in good times and bad. I love them no matter what!

Better to look UP

2012-01-25T11:25:00.000-08:00

Sunday I taught the lesson in Relief Society. I was asked a few weeks ago to teach for someone who would be out of town. This lesson was on a conference talk by Elder Carl B. Cook "It's better to look up". This talk was one of my favorites from conference!

Elder Cook shares an experience that he had when he was new to his calling. President Monson entered the elevator where Elder Cook was looking down. Pres. Monson asked him what he was looking at....when he responded that he was looking at nothing... President Monson said "It is better to look up." This phrase is so very important. Throughout everything that we do, whenever we are feeling down or overwhelmed, all we need to do is look up.

Look up to our Father in Heaven for strength and comfort. Just as the children of Israel were bitten by the serpents, all they had to do to be healed was to look up....just the same for us...We need to look to our Father in Heaven and our Savior Jesus Christ for redemption and salvation.

Elder Cook shared an experience that he and his wife had while in South Africa. At the Stake Relief Society meeting there, the stake RS President had everyone go outside. There they had a balloon that represented whatever burden, trial or hardship that was holding them back in their lives. On the count of three, they released them. What a relief it is to finally let our burdens go, just as those balloons.

We can have that in our lives always. The atonement makes these blessings possible, to not ever have to be held back by any burden or trial. We can rely fully on the atonement for comfort, forgiveness, salvation and happiness. As we remember our Savior and turn to Him, we will feel His love for us and be strengthened and bouyed up through all of our trials. I am so very grateful for the Savior in my life. For His atoning sacrifice in my behalf and for His constant love for me, even in my weakness. His love is infinite!

I'M GOING TO DO IT!!!!

2012-01-14T10:11:00.000-08:00

After long thought and much encouragement from my dear friends, I have decided to join the doTERRA slim&sassy competition! I have not relished in sharing such personal information with others or putting myself totally out there for everyone to see. However, since January 1st when I started using grapefruit and lemon only in my water, I have felt so good and have loved using the oils. On monday when I got my slim & sassy oils in my order, I opened them and have been using my slim & sassy since then! I love it! I feel great! I am not fighting any cravings! I have so much energy and have the desire to get up and keep moving! Before I started using slim & sassy, I would be so tired and drained by noon each day and want to just sit down and take a nap. I don't have that problem anymore with the lack of energy. I can get through my day and actually get so much more done than I have in a long long time.

Since January 1st, I have lost 6 pounds and 1.5 inches in my hips! I have not even begun to exercise, only eating better. I have not had to cut my calories to the starvation levels, only listening more to my body and what it needs. I have desires to eat healthy foods, not sugary or comfort foods.

This competition that I'm doing is about weightloss, lifestyle change, uncovering the real me that has been hiding behind this padded prison cell for more than 17 years. I have set some goals for myself! One goal is that I will be able to ride all of the roller coasters with my kids at Lagoon, without having to suck it in or squeeze or even leave the line because I can't fit in the car :( Another goal is to be able to fly and not have to use a belt extender! I want to fly to share my amazing doTerra experiences with others, therefore I need to be able to buckle with just one belt, no extender :) I also want to drop at least 3 pant sizes :) I want to continue the weight loss so that I am down at least 5 pant sizes by the time my 20th class reunion comes up in July :)

I know that I can accomplish my goals! I have been so blessed to have such wonderful, amazing support from friends and family! I have loved the emotional, spiritual, mental and physical healing and health that the doTERRA oils have brought me so far in my journey.

A-S-P-I-R-E

2011-12-30T07:49:00.000-08:00

To have a great ambition or ultimate goal; desire strongly: aspired to stardom.
2. To strive toward an end: aspiring to great knowledge.
3. To soar.

That is my word for 2012! I am going to soar to greater heights with my relationships with my friends, family, and my Father in Heaven and Savior. I am going to learn more about myself and the things that the Lord would have me do. I am aspiring to be His hands more and lift others and help them to soar :)

I have many ultimate goals for which I am aspiring this coming year! I want to show my gratitude each day for my blessings. I want to always be found in favor of my God. I want to always have His spirit with me and share it with others that they may feel His love for them. I want to see others as God sees them and love them as He loves them.

I want to accomplish a major goal that I still won't share on here...this one is most personal importance. I know that I can accomplish this goal with the Lords help.

I am aspiring to greater health for myself and my family. I am going to share this blessing with all that I can, that their families may also be blessed :)

One word

2011-12-29T11:09:00.000-08:00

Last year, my word for the year that I decided to focus on was FORTIFY.... I focused my efforts in everything on fortifying myself, my family, my relationships....

The Lord has truly blessed our family this year... I believe that FORTIFY was the perfect word and so much has been fortified, just like a castle :) We have grown closer together as a family and enjoyed so many wonderful, strengthening times.

We have been so blessed to attend the temple regularly, even though, since July, we have been going to Twin Falls temple. The longer drive deffinately takes more determination and faith that everything will be alright. Before the Boise temple closed, we were promised that, if we made it a goal and a point to attend the temple each month, we would financially be able to attend. There have been some months where we prayed to know what to do. We set the date to go and relied on the Lord to make it possible for us. The Lord truly does hear and answer prayers and allows us to accomplish our righteous goals. By attending the temple, we've been able to fortify our relationship with our Father in Heaven, fortify our relationship with one another, and our family.

I am working on my word for next year.... This one will be just right for 2012

A very merry Christmas

2011-12-25T17:34:00.000-08:00

What a sweet sweet Christmas this has been! We had sacrament meeting only for church today. The program was so sweet and simple, the spirit was there. We really enjoyed the service!

Before church today, I told the boys that all I want for Christmas is to have a quiet peaceful Christmas with no fighting and arguing :) YAY!!!! It has happened so far :) The boys have all had such good attitudes and have been so helpful :)

After church, we had the opening of the stockings and gifts :) Before Christmas, Kyler had brought home some gifts for everyone from school. As we were opening the gifts that Kyler had "bought" for everyone, he explained to us how he aquired these sweet gifts. Kyler had earned points during school and saved them up. On a particular friday, they had the "point store" where Kyler had the opportunity to spend his points. He told us that he spent his points on buying these gifts for us instead of buying something for himself! How sweet!!!!! It was so touching to hear Kyler's story of love and to see the boys open these gifts that Kyler had thought to get them. He really put a lot of thought into these gifts as well. He knew just what everyone would want. What a blessing Kyler is! He has truly had the Christmas spirit this year :)

The boys also got scarves from their Aunt Sonia :) Blue and gold Middleton vikings colors :) They totally love them :) Kyler has been wearing it since he opened it :)

This Christmas has been so peaceful and so precious! There has been so much love and goodness! I pray that it continues and that the boys have felt the spirit of this Christmas and will desire to have these same feelings throughout the rest of the year and next year :)

Wedding cake!!!

2011-12-17T18:12:00.000-08:00

My newest creation!!!! This cake was made for a family friend's daughter :) I just love this family!!!! Joann Perza's sister Kathleen Frazier asked me to make her daughter's wedding cake :) I had so much fun with this one and enjoyed every minute of making and decorating it :)

All of these cake creations could not and would not be possible if it weren't for my Heavenly Father blessing me and my hands!!! I am so thankful for this talent. Everytime I make a wedding cake, I say a prayer and ask that Heavenly Father's love for the bride and groom shine through the cake. I am His hands, and it truly does take a touch of the Master's hands to create such wonderful, beautiful works of art.

Another blog

2011-12-15T09:11:00.000-08:00

I decided that I want to blog about all of the things I'm learning and experiencing with doTERRA essential oils. I have added another blog :) The title of the blog is "Adventures in oil" the website for it is.... www.oilsbygina.blogspot.com I have so much in just one short week to share, I can't imagine how much more i will learn and have to share, so I want to make a special blog just for it :) Happy reading and learning :)

A blessing in the making

2011-12-11T16:20:00.000-08:00

The other day I was invited by a friend to attend a class. I had been asking about some essential oils that may be able to help Brandon with his blood condition. She was in the area and doing a class on tuesday evening, therefore invited me to attend and learn more about these oils.

The class was wonderful! I learned a lot about these essential oils and the benefits and blessings of these particular oils. doTerra is the name of the company that manufactures these oils...they are harvested from their native origin (lemon in italy, lavendar in france). By harvesting in the native home, you receive the most pure oil that our bodies naturally know how to communicate with. Heavenly Father has blessed this earth with all that we need for our lives and health!

I signed up to try these oils and talked to a few of the ladies at the class. We decided that we needed to try a few different oils on Brandon to see how his body takes to them and how they help him. I bought grapefruit, zendocrine, and recieved a starter kit of lavendar, lemon and peppermint oils. Each of these oils does different things for our body's benefit and health.

Grapefruit helps with cancer, depression, liver disorders, migraines, stress, lymphatic system, and many other things.

Lemon helps with food poisoning, blood pressure, liver problems, arthritis, muscle aches and pains...it cleanses the air, disinfects, helps with colds, fever, infections, white blood cell formation, and many many more things.

Zendocrine helps with organ cleansing, healthy tissue function...this is a combination of clove, grapefruit, rosemary, and geranium

These three are the oils that I've been using for Brandon since tuesday when I got them. I use two drops of each on each foot and massage them onto his feet. I have also put 1-2 drops of lemon in a glass of water for him to drink.

So far, after massaging the oils onto Brandon's feet for 4 days, I have noticed that a rash that he had around his waist and arms is beginning to fade. The rash is almost gone from his waist, and is fading from his arms. His mood level is more positive and he seems to feel overall better :)

I want to document his progress and continue to do more documenting as I obtain more oils for my family and test them out. I am so grateful for the blessing of friends who are inspired and guided to help my family. I pray that I may be able to help others as these friends have done for me. If you are interested in checking out my website, I have made one and will post a link on the blog so you can check it out as often as you would like :)

I look forward to learning more about doTerra essential oils and how I can help my family and friends improve the quality of our lives!

My website is www.mydoterra.com/ginahallam

Happy 13th birthday Josh!!!

2011-11-30T19:22:00.001-08:00

13 years ago, we welcomed our third little boy into this world and our hearts! Josh has been such a blessing to our family. He has such a sweet spirit and a kind heart. Josh is so kind to others. He's a good friend to everyone! I just love him to pieces my Joshua Merritt!

Josh got his middle name from my Grandpa Snowberger, he's just like my Grandpa in how good a person he is. One thing that Josh does that just melts my heart is that he comes up and gives me a hug whenever he can. Joshy hugs are sooooo good!!!!

He used to have a nickname of "sunshine committee" He was always a ray of sunshine with his smiles and laughter and loves. One year, when we were going through a miscarriage, we were at a marriage retreat. We came home, my mom was watching the boys, and Josh saw us come through the door...he ran to me and just hugged me. He was extra happy and cheerful for the next few days. What a sweet special blessing it is to have such a wonderful young man in our family.

Josh has loved being in young mens, going to scout camp, APC, and camping. He's grown both physically and spiritually.

Josh also shares his special birthday with his Grandma Cook! Both wonderful, special people in our lives! Here's to you mom and Josh!!!! May you have a very blessed day and know that you are so loved! May this year bring you all that the Father has in store for you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!

2011-11-24T07:43:00.000-08:00

What a wonderful, blessed year we've had thus far. There is so very much to be thankful for. I know I've slacked big time on updating our thanks on our blog. We've been so very busy with all of the wonderful family time...which really is how it should be :)

We've had scouts, pack meetings, school projects, parties, major couponing, yard work, birthday ;) all sorts of fun family time!!! What a wonderful way to spend our time, with our family!

I'm looking at the month of December and it is so full of so many more wonderful events! I have two bazaars coming up, a wedding cake for a sweet young lady, Christmas concerts, Christmas parties, activity days, jewelry parties!!! It's so wonderful to be so involved in such wonderful things!

One thing that we are most grateful for is FAMILY!!!! Each and every person who comes into our lives becomes family to us! We love you all and are so very grateful for each and every one of you! May you have a most blessed and wonderful and safe Thanksgiving.

Anyone going black friday shopping, please have a little black friday fun for me!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL!!!!

Too good to pass up

2011-11-13T20:44:00.000-08:00

I saw this on facebook today and shared it on my wall. I felt that I need to post it here too... This is just too perfect... I mean purrrrrfect ;) hahahaha

This is how I feel so many times during each day. I think of all my blessings or see a blessing and am just so thankful. I don't even know how many times in a day that I thank my Heavenly Father, but I know I do it alot..which is a wonderful thing :)

NOVEMBER!!!!

2011-11-03T05:36:00.000-07:00

It's NOVEMBER!!!! We've made it through football, marching band competitions, football awards parties, going over the hill everyday for practice....and enjoyed every ....well mostly every minute of it :)

Now, it's time to turn our focus to those things we are most thankful for. We have been so very blessed this year and have so much to be thankful for.

I am thankful for:

#1 My Heavenly Father and my Savior Jesus Christ for blessing our family with so many wonderful blessings. The Savior makes this life possible and eternal life attainable! I am so grateful for my close relationship with my Heavenly Father and Savior.

#2 My family, we have had so many fun times this year...tears of sadness and tears of joy...so many memories have been made this year it's wonderful!!! My husband and my children are my closest friends. This year, I feel as though I've grown closer to them than any other time...maybe it's a different kind of growth from just mother to mother and friend. We have had some amazing discussions and chats...as well as played around a lot and had some great laughs!!!

#3 The opportunity to go to Texas this year and take the whole family to meet my brother Don and all the family down there! We didn't get to see my sister Amy or Misty, so...oh darn we'll have to go next year ;) We had a great time getting to Texas and coming back, but had the best time just visiting and hanging out with Don and Mary. The boys were able to see why I think my big brother is so cool!

I can't wait to post more thankfullness this month :) May we all focus on those blessings of the year and remember them and express our gratitude for them, this month and always.

Long time.....

2011-10-16T15:53:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since I posted something, but so much has been going on. Football mainly hahaha....

The boys had an awesome football season and it's FINALLY OVER!!! I am excited that football is finally over, yet sad at the same time. We have been going over the hill back to Emmett everyday for practices for the boys. It has been a huge stresser and a ton of money on gas, but it was what we needed to do and helped make the transition easier on the three younger boys.

Kyler has done a lot better in flag football this year :) He's learned a lot more and has gotten several flags during his games. Kyler will be playing tackle next year YAY!!!! He's looking forward to that :)

Dallin did an AMAZING job this year with several quarterback sacks. He's a tackling machine!!! Although, they only won one game, the Wallace huskies did a great job on defense and offense :) I can't wait to see him play next year!!!

Josh's team had an undeafeated season until the playoffs...the very last game yesterday, they went up against Meridian White and held them to only 14 points when no other teams during the season could do that. They lost their game after a long hard fight 14-8 The Kenny Keene huskies had the best season anyone could ever have asked for!!!! Josh did soooo goood at defensive line!!! He got several awesome tackles stopping the ball!!!!

Yesterday, I was thinking about next years football season and got really sad at the realization that...those teamates that the boys have grown close to are now going to be opponents :'( It really makes me want to cry when I think about Dallin and his team...those kids have been so close in school and on the field.

License to drive!!!

2011-09-21T20:42:00.000-07:00

I never thought I would like the day that Aaron got his drivers license....it's a sign that my children are growing up...this day came way to fast... however!!!! I am soooo grateful that he does have his license now.

Aaron got his license...well a temporary one this afternoon. It was so nice to be able to have him go do the taxiing and take the boys to and from scouts and mutual! It will be such a relief to have an extra driver to run errands and such!

Thank you so much Aaron for being such a good driver and so helpful! I love you :)

True doctrine for all to remember

2011-09-17T21:23:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JOrcqqpHCt8

This was shared at our adult session of stake conference tonight. What a powerful reminder. The stake President shared this point of doctrine. "I am a child of God. And He has sent me here" What a powerful, lifechanging statement that can have on any one of us and all of us.

I am so very greatful to KNOW that I am a child of God. I am one of His sweet daughters. He sent me to this earth, at this time for a purpose. I know He knows each one of us personally and knows our trials. He knows the desires of our hearts. He wants to bless us with so much.

May we remember that each of us is a child of God and treat each other that way.

Trials

2011-09-13T09:09:00.003-07:00

Trials, lately for our family, seem to come in waves or torrents. Although, during these trials there have been many sweet blessings as well.

We were blessed to be able to move into Tim's grandma's house to rent a less expensive home. In doing this, Heavenly Father knew what was coming... moving short distances is more expensive than just up and moving because you make multiple trips. I'm not complaining about it one bit, I really appreciated being able to pack a little and move it and organize it and reuse boxes... It was in a way less stressful... in it's own way.

We've been welcomed with open arms into the ward and schools. Tim and I both have callings now and things are going well with church. We have so many instant friends and family in the ward and stake. I went to school with some, we knew some from New Plymouth and Emmett, and Tim's cousin Gary and his family are in our ward. The feelings moving into this home have been different from any other place we've moved into...

Now, we're trying to get settled and get things on the upward swing, the trials are mounting... our suburban has decided to get tired and is not working right. Tim has been blessed with wisdom and knowledge so far to fix it as far as he can... now it sits in the driveway waiting for a timing issue to be fixed, which is out of our realm of understanding after he's tried everything he can think of.... at the same time, Brandon has begun to have a flair up of his Evan's syndrome and is in the hospital until tomorrow at least.... there are other little trials as well...those are the biggest ones though

Although these trials are mounting, I feel somewhat at peace that everything is in the Lord's hands. I know that Heavenly Father has a plan and I know that He's working mighty miracles. I hold onto the faith that those important things will all be alright in the end. I love my Father in Heaven and am so grateful for the peace that He's giving.

I love my husband and my children so very much. I am grateful that we can be going through these trials together and that we are doing those things we need to do in order for blessings to come :) I know that there are blessings happening and I am so very aware of those sweet tender mercies that our Heavenly Father is granting. What a wonderful blessing to know that Heavenly Father is aware of our family and hears our prayers. I know that He is working mighty miracles and has His hand in all things. I know He's there and loves us.

Getting creative

2011-08-28T17:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday when I was getting ready for my Premier Designs Jewelry party, I wanted to make some cookies. Of course I can't make any cookies or much of anything really requiring a stove or oven.

I remembered, when I was little I had wanted to make cookies at Grammy's house with Nina. Grammy pulled out her recipe book and showed us a recipe for cookies made with a waffle iron instead of an oven. It was a hot summer day, so naturally, Grammy didn't want the house to get hot, but far be it from Grammy to tell us we can't do something creative. Grammy always had something fun for us to do, or showed us something fun to do :) Nina and I made these waffle cookies and had a wonderful time making them and then going outside with the portable radio and listening to it under the shade of one of the lilac bushes and ate some cookies :)

Although, I don't have the exact recipe, I adapted it to make them with a brownie mix and used my belgian waffle maker. The cookies were so yummy and so full of memories :)

Today, Dallin wanted to make the cookies and have some more to share with our family :) yummy yummy yummy!!!!

FOOTBALL!!!!! Big day at BSU!!!

2011-08-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

The boys had a wonderful time at BSU saturday playing football!!! This year, we didn't have to be there super early or stay super late. Josh had his game at 11:30ish. Dallin had his at 12:15 ish and Kyler at 1ish so it was a rush to get everyone to where they needed to be for pictures and games, but we were all able to watch everyone play. The only exception was that Dallin had to be with his team while Josh played, so Dallin missed watching Josh.

Josh #67 played offensive line and did very well. He got in on some tackles. He didn't get to play on the blue turf this year, but he did get to play in the field house...the practice field for BSU. It was nice to be able to get up closer to see him and get some closer pictures :) He didn't look like so much of an ant this year :)

Dallin #24 played hmmmm... he plays both offense and defense line. I don't remember exactly which one he played saturday, but either way HE'S A MACHINE!!! I would NOT want to be tackled by that boy!!! When he hits, he hits hard!!!! Dallin did very well and got some good tackles, even though they lost their game... they played the toughest team they'll play all year. This other team was from woodriver. There aren't many players, so they combined the sophomores and juniors, so kids that are Josh's age that can make weight in the sophomore range can play. It was intense and brutal, but they did very very well :)

Kyler. #8.. when he focused he did very well. lol He is really a huge social butterfly lol. When his team was lining up on the line to play, he was standing there talking to the ref like they were bff or something hahahaha...what a goofy boy!!! Kyler did well at working on getting flags :)

The games are going to be interesting this year... getting to them anyway. We're hoping they're not to complicated, but it sounds like they might get that way in October....fingers crossed

hahahah oh yeah.... we also saw the BSU football team :) They were down where all the players were and stopped and talked to them and shook hands. It was so cool for the boys!!! Although, I don't think that they shook any of my boys hands :( They thought it was soooo awesome to see Kellan Moore!!! although he's not in this picture... he's #11

FOOTBALL!!!

2011-08-19T22:26:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow the little boys will be playing at BSU!!! They start their season of games with a jamboree! They've all been working and playing hard... it's going to be a great season!

Dallin is the main tackle on defence. Josh is playing offensive tackle. And Kyler... well... let's hope he just focuses and plays lol.... not with the grass or other kiddos lol.

It will be a whirlwind morning, but looks to be a great one for football!!! Let's go Huskies!!

Pictures to follow

Grateful for LITTLE things!!!

2011-08-13T22:18:00.000-07:00

We are moved into the house in Middleton, yet we have no stove...but that's not stopping me from cooking a home cooked meal for my family.
I am so grateful for small appliances...especially my rice cooker and my Foreman grill. The other day, I was thinking to myself... "I need a stove so I can cook dinner..." Then I thought again "wait a second, I have a griddle, I have a rice cooker and I have a foreman grill and a bbq grill" What wonderful inventions these have been :)

Just a little food for thought... it's not the BIG things that make life sweet, it's the little things and mean A LOT!!!! We did truly enjoy our homecooked meal tonight... after a week of micorwaved meals or quick fix dinners.

My favorite place in the house

2011-08-05T21:04:00.000-07:00

I have found that my favorite place in the house is on my knees. Anywhere that I'm on my knees and speaking directly to my Father in Heaven is my favorite place to be.

Over the span of my life, I have always found great comfort and peace in prayer. I know this is a blessing and am so very grateful for this blessing. I'm grateful for the personal relationship that I have with my Heavenly Father. I have always felt very close to my Father in Heaven and have had some very special experiences... which I'm not going to speak of here..this isn't the place.

For the past few weeks, I've felt an even closer connection with Him when I kneel to pray and throughout the day as I'm going about my work.

I don't know why I'm writing this here and at this time of night, but I felt impressed to do so. I feel that I need to share.

I love my Heavenly Father. I know that He has blessed me from the beginning with a keen sense of knowing exactly who I am and where I came from. He has been my closest friend along with my Savior Jesus Christ. I know that I have been blessed with miracles beyond my comprehension many times. I know that there is a specific plan for me here on this earth. I feel and know that Heavenly Father has placed specific people in my life at certain times to bless me and for me to bless them. His plan is perfect and we are all part of it. I know that Heavenly Father has blessed me with a big heart capable of loving all unconditionally, yet capable of being hurt and feeling indescribable pain and anguish for my own sins and for others as well. I love with all my heart and soul... there is always room in my heart for more people to love... it's who I am.

I can not express my gratitude enough for all that I have been blessed with, for the miracles, friends, loves, everything. So many songs come to my mind as I think about and feel this gratitude and love. I am so very grateful that I can have access to my Father in Heaven wherever I am and whenever I want...all I have to do is open my mouth and heart. No words need to be uttered, only the speaking of my spirit to Him. He hears prayers, He answers prayers, He wants to bless us with blessings beyond our understanding. He wants us to come to Him, to talk to Him.

You who read this and those who don't, you are in my prayers always. I love you all beyond words. If you were ever in my life and heart, you will always be. I am so grateful to have you in my life and share this earthly experience with you. I am grateful for every memory that I have been blessed with and look forward to many many more. I am grateful for the love and look forward to expanding this loving heart that Heavenly Father has blessed me with.

I'm not trying to brag, just filled with so much emotion and gratitude that I had to share. I love you all. May the Lord bless you with those blessings that He desires to bless you. Let Him in your heart and lives.

HOME

2011-08-01T20:42:00.000-07:00

For two years we've called this place "home" . It felt right when Colleen Higley told me about it. It felt right when I saw the online ad and pictures. It felt right the whole time during church that sunday when I could focus on nothing more than this house in Emmett for rent. That day, Diane Brissette was texting me, telling me that their family was going to sacrament meeting and then heading to Hermiston to help us pack and load up.....

After church, I got on the phone with the property management company to find out about the house. Another friend from New Plymouth had found another house in Fruitland for us to look at. We made an appointment to see the house in Emmett for tuesday sometime.

Monday, we loaded the trailer and emptied the house. Tuesday, we drove to Idaho with no solid deal for a home to live in. We saw the Fruitland home, then the Emmett home... as we walked through the doors of 1158 Kaetzel way, we knew we were home. We were moved in and settling within two hours of our first seeing the house.

Now, two years later, we are preparing to say goodbye to this home we've loved for this time. It is a bittersweet farewell. We knew the time would be short when we began to rent this house. Now the time has come that we have an amazing opportunity to finally be able to save up to buy a house and cut our rent in half...literally... We are sad to leave Emmett, but the boys will still be playing for the huskies through optimist football :) The coaches...Dallin's coaches were not on speaking terms with us for a while until we told them we were going to bring the boys back to play each day :) It's going to be quite an adventure leaving this home we've loved, but we are so grateful for the chance once again buy a home in a year or so.

We went to our new ward yesterday and were welcomed by so many. There are family and friends already in our ward and in our new town of Middleton Idaho. It will be a great new experience for our family.

Aaron is looking forward to a new larger marching band and football. All of the boys are excited to go to a new school and be closer to some fun things and meet new friends and keep the old :)

What a blessing this is going to be for our family.. I am so very grateful to my dear friend Colleen for finding this Emmett home for us two years ago. It has been such a blessing to be closer to family and friends who have loved our family and supported our family throughout these two years.

Boys and Brownies

2011-07-26T21:09:00.000-07:00

Even though I am a mother of 5 boys and not a single girl in the bunch, my boys have learned some great homemaking skills :)

I've taken from my experiences, the opportunity to prepare my boys to be fathers and husbands and good missionaries. Each one of them has had some great times in the kitchen sharing and learning how to cook many different things from snacks to breakfast, lunch and dinner.

Aaron has been such a huge help this past year for me and has made so many dinners. He's gotten creative and made some super yummy dishes and some have been huge learning experiences for him. Even the rough times haven't scared him away from cooking, for which I am so grateful.

Dallin has shown an interest in learning how to cook this past year as well as Josh. They've learned how to make jello, pudding, cookies.

This afternoon, I asked Aaron to make some brownies. Dallin asked if he could make them instead...so Dallin got to make brownies on his own for the first time today :) I was in the kitchen making queso for dinner and supervising Dallin's brownie making. He did a great job and made some very tasty brownies :)

What a blessing that my boys are willing and eager to learn how to cook. That is one area that I don't worry about them, they will be able to feed themselves and their roomates, companions and wives :)

Happy 4th of July!

2011-07-04T10:47:00.000-07:00

What a blessing to live in such a wonderful time and a wonderful country. We have so many freedoms and are so blessed to be able to continue some of those freedoms... .I pray that th Lord will continue to bless us that we may be able to share these freedoms with others.

I am so very grateful for all those who have gone before and have sacrificed their lives for our freedoms. I thank each and every one who still continues to sacrifice for our great country!

In our travels this past month, we have been so blessed to see some amazingly beautiful country. Each scene and picture I took was a reminder to me how blessed we really are. There is so much beauty that God has created in the natural landscapes from sea to sea. We saw such majesty in the snow covered sawtooth mountains of Idaho.... deep red and flat plains of Texas... We saw so many colors of the gorges in Arizona, New Mexico, Colorado and more majestic mountains of Utah. What a blessing to have had this opportunity and the privilage of being able to travel freely from state to state :)

I am filled with gratitude today.... Thank you!!! God bless the USA!!!

Happy 4th of July from the Hallam's!!!!

HOME!!!!

2011-06-30T07:32:00.000-07:00

We're home now! What an adventure! Pictures to follow at some point lol.... the hardest part about a vacation is getting home and unpacking and getting back to the grind lol... Although there is a ton to do to get things back in order, it was so nice yesterday to realize that I don't HAVE to buy groceries in order for us to eat.... WE HAVE FOOD IN OUR FREEZER AND PANTRY!!!! Thanks to a wonderful couponing teacher and some sweet deals!!!!

Since we had some time to choose our own adventure home, we decided to stop at places we had talked about going to one day.... Monday was the day!!! Craters of the moon, Sun Valley, Pepperidge Farm thrift store, Indian reservation for fireworks, driving through the Sawtooths!!! All things on my bucket list lol.... not to add to it :)

Cooling off in Texas!!!

2011-06-23T06:03:00.000-07:00

Tuesday we went to Lubbock Rampage water park. The temperatures have been in the 100s since before we got here to Lubbock and the wind has blown so bad since we got here most afternoons. We decided to take a day and relax in some cool water and a lazy river and tide pool :)

The boys all had a great time playing in the water and racing down the slides. When we first got to the park, there weren't many people there, but by the time we left there were a ton of people at the park.

I think Kyler's favorite part of swimming was the fact that he could push and pull the tubes around the river while the floater relaxed lol.... He pulled and pushed Tim around the river a few times; then he did the same for Aaron.

In the tide pool, we all got on our tubes and got into the middle of the pool at the front of the wave pool where the waves were made. We held onto each others tubes and enjoyed some big waves....that was really fun although there are no pictures.... I need to invest in a waterproof camera I think hehehehe ;)

We stayed from noon to about 4pm, then went for some ice cream...errr frozen custard YUMMY!!!!! For dinner, we brought home some J&M BBQ super yummmy!!!!!

ARCHES!!!

2011-06-15T08:56:00.000-07:00

On our way to Texas, we were going to go by way of Rock Springs and Martin's Cove... however, as we looked at the map closer, we realized that Martin's cove and Independence Rock were about 400 miles out of the way :( Instead of going that direction, we decided to go back to our original route choice which was south through Arches and Moab.

The drive was just as beautiful as it was last year :) When we got to Arches and were driving around the park, the boys were amazed at the beauty. We parked at double arch and windows parking lot and decided to hike to double arch.

We had a great hike and a wonderful time climbing all over the formation and taking pictures. The boys had so much fun just climbing and posing and being silly :) We had some great laughs and got some hilarious pictures :)

Brandon and Tim were doing a photo shoot for a new verizon wireless ad ;) lol not really, but it looks good anyway ;)

Aaron and Dallin were my "thinkers"

All of them were hams for the camera!!!!

Even my caveman Aaron....

he also tried to be a muscle man and lift the big rock hehehehe

Chip off the ol' block

2011-06-12T06:13:00.000-07:00

I've been couponing now since April and have loved finding some awesome deals and tons of FREEBIES :) I try to go without the boys so that I don't get upset at them for asking for things or making me lose my concentration. However, Dallin had wanted to go with me and learn some of the couponing magic that goes into the sweet finds that I've brought home.

When I take Dallin shopping with me, he's my extra eyes, he has found some interesting coupons... some are really good deals making somethings almost free.... then I look at the expiration date andthey have been 2007 and 2010 lol some shoppers haven't kept up on their coupons and have slipped these coupons onto th shelf instead of using the trash can lol... Dallin has really learned a lot about couponing and has even been able to get us some great deals. He loves helping me get things off the shelves or just count up items and make sure we have all of our coupons in place.

Yesterday, when I went to Walgreens, I took Dallin... he had a dollar in his pocket just burning a hole in it lol. I told him that there woud be a ton of transactions because I was getting some sobe lifewater that was on sale for 99cents with a register reward of 99cents thus making it FREE or something else FREE!!! but either way FREE STUFF!!!! As I was doing my transactions, Dallin was wandering the store looking for his own SWEET deal ;) He saw in the ad that there were store brand orange slices on sale for 49 cents. I gave Dallin a register reward to use to make his purchase... he got two bags of orange slices and one coconut twix for 57 cents :) YAY!!! He was sooo excited to get to use his very own "coupon" that's what he called it hehehehe

Another really sweet victory happened yesterday as we were driving to Utah.... Aaron had made some sandwiches for dinner and I had packed a ton of food, drinks and snacks... As we were eating and enjoying, I passed around a bag of m&m's for each of the boys. Aaron asked me "Is all of this food from couponing?" I told him it was all from couponing and was all super sweet deals, he then asked me "When I get married can you please teach my wife?" hahahaha this is such a change from a few weeks ago of Aaron's view of couponing I LOVE IT!!!! The boys have caught the craze!!!!

YUM YUM YUM!!!!

2011-06-02T20:50:00.000-07:00

A friend from work that I had lunch with everyday told me about a meal she makes for her family and they love it... she calls it inside out pizza..... well I took that idea and decided to make pizza braids for dinner tonight using my Rhodes bread dough that I got on a great deal with coupons :)

I used two of the loaf rolls to make the pizza braids for dinner and left the third one on the counter to rise. With the third loaf, I made a triple berry cheesecake braid!!!!

The pizza braids were so yummy. Everything I used to make the braids were bought with coupons :) I used some pasta sauce, mini pepperoni, ground beef, itallian cheese with philly and of course the rhodes bread dough. I know they don't look professional but they sure were tasty the boys ate them up!!!! I think this is a new hit in our house, so I am going to have to be on the lookout for more Rhodes coupons unless I want to make the dough myself hahahaha

The berries that I used in the triple berry braid were blackberries from the bountiful baskets, raspberries from the berry farm in New Plymouth gleaned lastyear :) and blueberries bought from the bishop storehouse last year :)

The smell in the house is so inviting and pleasant!!! I LOVE IT!!! Can't wait to let the boys eat these berry braids for breakfast in the morning :) and can't wait to make these in Texas for everyone!!!!

oh by the way.... 10 DAYS!!!! Dallin is counting down the days for our family :)

Eagle Project madness!!!!

2011-05-31T19:25:00.000-07:00

Today was a major packing day for Butte View Elementary where I was working this year. The school is closing due to budget cuts and to make better use of the newer elementary schools in Emmett.

This is a huge consolidation and has been a huge undertaking for those involved in the planning process. I do not envy the administration positions at all, but do admire them for doing such great work in such a short amount of time.

We had a levy vote the first week in May, which passed... HUGE BLESSING!!!! However, Butte View is still closing as an elementary school, but will be school district head quarters and the alternative school now.

Today, all the teachers were packing up their classrooms.

There were tons of volunteers helping pack and move classrooms out of the building. One young man in our ward took this opportunity and made an eagle project out of helping move the library to both schools last week.

Brandon decided to do his eagle project and help move the extended resource room from Butte View to Carberry were they will be working with the special needs teir three children. This project was HUGE!!!!

Brandon did a great job leading the other young men and other helpers to empty the classrooms and move the boxes to the trailers.

We had two trailers and tons of strong hands to help.

The moving took just under 2 hours to complete from loading boxes to move to unloading boxes in the new classroom at Carberry.

The teachers and aids from that classroom were impressed with how fast and efficient the boys/men worked. I was also impressed as well.

They all did a fabulous job. I am so very grateful for all who helped Brandon put in the hours for his Eagle project :)

What a blessing all were to the extended resource room, the ladies can now focus on setting up their new classroom and not be working all summer on getting moved and organized :)

Thank you all so very much!!

WOW!!!!

2011-05-27T20:43:00.000-07:00

Ok, so it's been too long since my last posting! So much has been happening in the Hallam household.

We now have a senior in high school!!! AAAAHHHH not sure how that happened? I guess I didn't find the snooze button soon enough :'( I never thought the time would go by so fast. This morning Aaron was telling me "This year went by so fast" I told him that next school year would go by even faster... time never slows down, it only speeds up.... The song is so true to words "Time flies on wings of lightning, we can not hold it back"

All of the boys have learned a lot this school year and have grown so much! Next year, there will be two boys at the high school.... one in middle school at the junior high and two at Carberry (hopefully).

We're looking forward to a great summer vacation with tons and tons of fun things planned :)

Happy 8th birthday Kyler McKay

2011-04-02T21:02:00.000-07:00

Kyler is 8 years old now!!!! Holy canoli the time has flown too fast. As much as he would tell us he's never going to grow up, he has, much to our dismay and sadness and joy. It has been such a blessing having Kyler in our family. He has been a joy and a ray of life.

Many know of Kyler's struggle to get here and the miracle of his birth. At Kyler's baby shower that a dear friend put on for us, another dear friend gave me a little stuffed teddy bear. Her suggestion was to take a picture of Kyler each month next to the bear. This idea was a great one since, when he was born, Kyler was smaller than the bear. He didn't get any bigger than the bear until about 6 months of age.

Although it was a stuggle to get Kyler here safely, I am so grateful that he is here and healthy. Kyler is very VERY active and just a sweet bubbly little boy. He loves people with all he's got. When he sees someone he will give them a hug no matter if it's a boy or a girl... he's a very huggy loving boy.

Kyler has been having fun with sports this past year. He did flag football this past fall and just finished with wrestling. He's also very excited to be in cub scouts. His favorite thing about school this past year has been the fact that he gets to see mom everyday. It was always such a treat to get a hug from Kyler at recesses. He loved telling the other kids that I was his mom. I soaked it all in as much as I could, it never got boring. I know that in a few years, it will be the opposite, I pray that it won't be that way, but who knows with teenagers sometimes. I can wait for him to be a teenager though. He's my baby and I want to enjoy every moment of his childhood... it passes all too fast.

Happy happy birthday sweet Kyler McKay Hallam!!!! We love you!!!!

Reflections

2011-03-13T16:32:00.000-07:00

Sometimes in life, the Lord gives us opportunities to take a long hard look into ourselves... To reflect on our path and where it is going. Sometimes, things happen in our lives that allow us to suffer and to feel such deep sorrow and pain.... uncertainty is horribly painful.

However, uncertanty requires huge amounts of faith to face it.... look right into the face of adversity and uncertanty and allow the Lord to work our spirits. To bend our will to His. When the Lord is in charge all will be okay. There may be many times of sorrow and sadness, there may be much pain and heartache, but during those times, we can find peace in the Savior and take comfort in the atonement.

I've learned in the past few years of my life that if I pray for a certain thing, it may not be the Lord's will to receive that blessing. He may have something else in mind to bless me with. Therefore, changing my prayers, asking the Lord to bless me with what He wants to bless me with. In the face of adversity I'm comforted by the knowledge that I am letting my will bend to the Father's will for me and become what He wants me to become.

I know this leaves lots of questions, but the main lesson here is having faith in the face of adversity and refocusing on those things which the Lord wants us to focus on. We've got to humble ourselves in order that we can be led by the spirit. I've learned that it takes great faith sometimes to pray that the Lord will bless me with what he wants to bless me and letting Him be in control.... let go and let God.... that's the key.... however, when I do let the Lord be in control, I can take comfort that it is His will that is being done and not mine :) Therefore, my life won't be messed up because of some silly human mistake that I make :)

Happy 15th Birthday Brandon!!!

2011-03-05T18:52:00.000-08:00

Today Brandon is fifteen :) What a blessing it's been to have Brandon in our family!!! He's a huge help and so eager to please everyone and serve.

Brandon was such a happy little boy. He loved making people smile and he loved singing.

The other day Brandon was talking to me about last weekend's free movie and how one of his friends couldn't go because her dad thought it was a date. His response to that when he was talking to me was.... "When I go on my first date, it's NOT going to be to a movie...I'm going to do something more fun".. We had a great talk about being creative with fun group activities.

It is so heartwarming to see Brandon growing and maturing into a wonderful young man!!!
Brandon loves to have a good time :) He's a good friend to others. I love you Brandon!!!

FUNNYS!!!!!

2011-03-02T06:08:00.000-08:00

At Dallin's blue and gold saturday, there was a skit put on by the wolf pack. I couldn't hear much of it, but here is part of it. I thought it was too cute to not share :)

The boys would come to the center two at a time, one in a doctor's lab coat and another dressed normal....

Patient: Doctor, doctor, am I going to die?
Doctor: It's the last thing you'll do!

Patient: Doctor, doctor, I think I have insomnia
Doctor: Don't lose any sleep over it!

Patient: Doctor, doctor, everyone's ignoring me
Doctor: NEXT!!!

There were a few more funny ones, but those are the ones I could hear and remember hehehehehe :)

It was fun to have those cute laughs :)

Happy Birthday Grammy!!!!

2011-02-24T18:29:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Grammy!!! Grammy would have been 102 this year. I miss her so much. We had some wonderful visits and talks during her last years of life. I would come to Fruitland during the summer for a few weeks and stay with Grammy and just hang out with her :) I am so grateful for those opportunities to have been able to spend that time with just me and her.

Grammy passed away about 2 months after Aaron was born in 1994 after suffering a stroke. Her sweet concern for others has been a living legacy for me and the rest of our family.

A few funny things that would happen with Grammy... ones that we still remember to this day.... Whenver anyone would come to visit, as soon as we would come into the house, Grammy would be trying to figure out what to fix the crowd for dinner or lunch. Grammy was always worried about making sure everyone had some food to eat :)

Another funny thing about Grammy, that she did..... When Grammy would get any new towels or pillow cases, her comment would be.... "They're too pretty to use" Grammy had boxes full of brand new, never used dish towels that she was too afraid to use because they were too pretty to use. Her towels would be thread bare, but she would not pull out any of the pretty towels. LOL!!!!

I am so grateful for the chance to have been close to Grammy and be able to see her. I am grateful to my mom for making sure that we grew up most of our lives close to our grandparents. I have tried to do the same thing for our children. It is so important to be close to family, so that no precious memory time is lost.

I love you Grammy!!!!

Monday fun!!!!

2011-02-23T08:12:00.000-08:00

Monday, I decided to take the two youngest boys with me to Boise to do some Presidents day shopping. We really had a great time just the three of us. First we went to Savers as they were having a 50% off everything in the store. You would have thought it was black friday at Savers. The carts were all used by people piling them high with clothes. The aisles were packed with shoppers looking for the best deals.... I didn't even attempt the dressing rooms, that was INSANE!!!! People were waiting forever to get into the dressing rooms.... soooo not worth the savings for me. Although, I did find some great deals. I got about 6 or 8 pairs of pants, some pj's and a shirt for $17 :) GREAT DEAL!!!

After Savers, we went to Zurchers to look for some dinosaur pencils. Dallin found the pencils for me right off the bat. After I got all the pencils I needed, we walked around the store and looked at everything there. The aisle that we had the most fun in was the costume aisle :)

Dallin grabbed a top hat and a black dancing cane and put the hat on. He started dancing in the aisle, so fun!!! So I decided to take some pictures and hang out in the costume section for a while and just have fun :) Kyler joined our fun and picked out his favorite color hat and a dancing cane, so I got a picture of him as well :) I also got into it and was the Queen mother :) It was so fun at Zurchers trying on the funky hats and taking pictures :)

We really had a great time together in Boise. After we were done shopping, we stopped at Wendy's for lunch and headed home. It really was a great day spending that time with Dallin and Kyler :)

This is NOT fun!!!!

2011-02-21T14:35:00.000-08:00

After more counselling and more figuring things out. We're coming to understand that I have had panic attacks and some horrible anxiety for years. This is very hard to talk about and very hard to deal with and face. During the summer this past year, I had to go to the ER with what Tim and I thought was something dealing with my heart.... as it turns out, it was anxiety or panic attack.
What are some symptoms of a panic attack or anxiety attack? Pressure in my chest, racing heart, nausea, feeling of the need to flee... and more... I'm still learning about it. There is a lot of information to learn and read up on and figure out. Panic attacks can come on undexpectedly and suddenly and can last 10 minutes or more.
As I read more and understand more about panic and anxiety, the more I'm seeing where it's been a big part of my life for so long that has gone unnoticed and untreated. So many factors come into play with anxiety and panic... also part of it could be post traumatic stress syndrome.
I pray for the Lord's blessing and help as I muddle through this, it is not a fun or desireable thing to have to go through.

I would greatly appreciate any prayers :) Thank you all

Hello???? Is anyone out there????

2011-02-19T08:14:00.000-08:00

Is anyone out there? Is anyone reading this?

Ok this is a test to see if anyone is really looking at my blog. No comments have been left for most of my posts, so it leads me to wonder if anyone is really interested or looking :(

So, here is your assignment... if you are checking me out... the blog that is.... post a silly memory you have of me on facebook. I'm anxious to see who actaully is reading this and keeping up with our family.... and I'm anxious to hear the funny memories.... I think it will be fun :)

I am so ready for a laugh, so please bring on the funny memories. I need the giggles :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DON!!!!

2011-02-17T05:44:00.001-08:00

A very happy birthday wish for my big brother Don Shaw today!!!! What a blessing to know him and have him a part of my life!!!! I love you big brother!!!

After a short two week visit in Dec 09 and another short visit in June 2010 I got to have a ton of great memory making days with my brother!!! It's never enough though, but those times we had were great ones and there will be more to come!

Don taught me a lot of things while I was in Texas. We now have some regular recipes added to the weekly/monthly menu..... uncle Don's double decker tacos, chicken spaghetti and biscuits and groundhog gravy (he taught me how to make white sauce) and fudge!!!!!

I love you big brother!!!! I look forward to when the boys can meet you and the whole gang in Texas!!!

Happy Birthday Aaron!!!!

2011-02-13T17:32:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to my oldest baby!!!! I can't believe he's 17 years old already!!!! The time has flown on wings of lightning for sure. Aaron has grown into quite the young man.

Aaron has been such a blessing. He reaches the highest shelves for me when I can't reach them YAY!!!! Aaron's height has come from both sides of the gene pool....Tim's father and grandfather are both tall as is my father. Aaron's musical talents have grown and increased along with his love for music.

I love you Aaron!!! May you continue to be blessed throughout your life! You are an amazing young man who has many amazing abilities and talents. The Lord loves you and He knows you. You are one of His sons!!!! Happy birthday my son!!!!

The defenition of Perfection

2011-02-12T12:25:00.000-08:00

I was reading this morning in my book... Finding The Angel Within by Pamela H. Hansen.... In my reading, I read about pride. Pride has two ends of it's spectrum... one, we all know is feeling and thinking that we're better than others. The other end of the spectrum that so many are guilty of including me is feeling and thinking that we could never measure up. Comparing ourselves to the latest fashion trend or the Jones's. Too many times, we belittle ourselves and put ourselves down because we don't think we're as pretty as the most popular girl in school.

In my reading, if anyone wants to go check it out... on page 101... I was reading about Satan's plan of Sameness and the Father's plan of Happiness. Satan uses a perfectly toned body as a tool to get us to think and try to be just like that person. Our Father in Heaven created each of us different. He didn't want us to be clones of each other having the same physical appearance as others....so why are we still doing it?

Why are we trying to fill Satan's deffenition of perfection instead of our Father in Heaven's deffenition.... afterall.... it is our Heavenly Father's defenition of perfection that will get us to our ultimate goal of PERFECTION!!!! So.... no more comparing ourselves to others, we are all unique beings created divinely different for a reason, celebrate our differences and embrace them

Platinum vs. Gold

2011-02-05T19:48:00.001-08:00

We've all heard of the golden rule..... but what about the platinum rule????

We all know that the golden rule is TREAT OTHERS AS YOU WOULD WANT TO BE TREATED.
Well, there is a new rule that far outweighs the golden rule, it is the platinum rule:
TREAT OTHERS AS THEY WANT TO BE TREATED

This simple change in rule is so heavy and has such a lasting effect and can change lives and let others know just how much you really truly care about them. We are all different and want to be treated and shown love in different ways. Some of us want to be treated like a buddy, but others of us want to be gently loved and cherished. We wouldn't treat the men in our lives like one of the girls.... nor would we want them to treat us like one of the guys.

In thinking about this new Platinum rule, I was thinking.... which one is of more worth? Gold? or Platinum? well, a simple search has proven that platinum is about double the value of gold!!!! So, naturally, we would want to follow the platinum rule and not the golden rule right????

May we think of others and be aware of their needs. May we pray earnestly to be guided by the spirit to know the needs of our children, spouses, family and all of those with whom we associate everyday. The Lord will guide us because He truly loves each one of us and wants us all to know and feel loved.

F-O-R-T-I-F-Y

2011-01-30T06:47:00.000-08:00

On facebook, a friend had posted on her status, a challenge to all of her friends. Think of one word that you could focus on this year for 2011. As I thought about that one word, I remembered reading another friends blog as she had chosen a word STRENGTHEN.... a very good word :) I wanted to choose something different and something that would suit me and my family, so I prayed. After I said a prayer, I began to read my scriptures and was writing in my journal when the word hit me with such force that I had to stop what I was writing about and write about that word....

The word FORTIFY!!!!

The defenition of Fortify- to make strong; to strengthen and secure; to give physical strength, courage, or endurance to

I want to FORTIFY every aspect of my life this year!

FORTIFY- my family, building up those fortifications to protect my family from the evils around us
FORTIFY- my physical body and strengthen my body, getting out and enjoying this wonderful world that Heavenly Father has blessed us with
FORTIFY- my spirit, building up my own defenses and listening more to the spirit and doing the Lord's will
FORTIFY- my testimony and my relationship with my Father in Heaven and my Savior
FORTIFY- my education, studying more and continuing my education to better myself

Love notes

2011-01-23T15:33:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I got the sweetest love note in the mail. It was addresses to me, the return address was my address and there was no stamp on the envelope. It was a love note from Dallin!!!!! He kept asking all day if he could get the mail. Asking so much to the point of almost frustrating me. I decided to let him get it, but I took Chloe with me in the car for her ride. Dallin and Kyler raced me to the mailbox.... of course they won lol. I gave Dallin the key to get the mail and it seemed to take him longer than normal. ..... of course it did because that's when he was slipping the love note from his shirt into the mailbox..... He's tricky he is!!!!

I opened the envelope and cried!!!! This is what it said... by the way it was a thank you note and a paper picture. The thank you note said "love you mom. Thank you for all you've done. i wish you get better because of your hip. Have fun and fun with friendship you're so important. LOVE you so much"

The picture was a sunshine with a heart in the middle of it.... on the paper it says "To a great mom: love you, thought you needed some light and love"

I so love these sweet tender moments of reward :) Yesterday evening Kyler even tried his hand at being sweet in his own little way. He made me a love note and, while I was in the bathroom, knocked on the door and told me I have a package waiting for me. He was so excited to give me his letter :) His letter says "I love you mom. I am going to put this card in the mail. Love Kyler" and hearts are drawn all over the paper :)

I SO LOVE BEING A MOM!!!!!!

FAN MAIL!!!!

2011-01-08T15:14:00.000-08:00

I posted this on facebook but wanted to also post it here. The other day, while getting my lunch out of my lunch box, I noticed a piece of paper on top of my food. I looked at it and there was a note from one of the boys. The note read:

"Dear mom I love you mom, have a great day! Love Dallin"

It is so sweet and comforting to get such sweet fanmail. What a blessing to see that the boys are learning to be concerned for others and want to make others smile and feel loved.

Tender moments like finding fanmail in a lunch or a special homemade Christmas story make the hard times so much easier to bare.

Josh's letter to Santa

2010-12-27T08:15:00.001-08:00

I know I should have posted this before I posted the Christmas posts, but oh well.... This is a letter that Josh wrote to Santa at school:

Dear Santa, All I want for Christmas is my family. Even if they are mean or rude, they are still my family. Sincerly, Josh

What a sweet sweet boy. I love my boys!!!!!

Dallin's Gift

2010-12-25T20:04:00.000-08:00

This morning when we were opening Christmas gifts, Dallin brought Tim and I wrapped gift and said it was for both of us. The gift was a homemade book titled "The best parents ever" which he wrote himself.... here is his story

"The best Parents ever"
Once there were two kids and they had trials like getting bullied and beat badly but they got used to it and then 8 years later they were adults and they dated, there names were Tim and Gina. They had 5 kids 1 was Aaron 2 was Brandon 3 was Josh 4 was Dallin 5 was Kyler. Gina worked at Wendy's then lifeguard then teacher and Tim works at a jail facility. We barely see him, he's gone a lot and he misses his kids but on the weekends we get to see him because he doesn't work on weekends. We like that because he gets to spend Christmas with us. He liked being able to be with us all on Christmas.

It is four days til Christmas and we can't wait. It's so exciting. The two parents are busy doing christmas giving, donating, buying presents for all of the family which is a lot of presents. I'm making this present for my mom and dad because they don't have a lot of presents so I want to make them happy.

Merry Christmas mom and dad!!! you truly are the best parents ever!!!! From Dallin, Josh, Kyler, Aaron, Brandon

We love you!!!! The very special end!!! Merry Christmas!!!

I did not tell him any of this story, nor give him any words. This was all on his own and completely from his precious giant heart. If anything this title should be is "The very best son a parent could ask for" I am so very grateful for this sweetest gift of Christmas and for Dallin's sweet spirit. He knows our Father in Heaven and he knows the true meaning of Christmas. I love you Dallin!!!!

Merry Christmas 2010

2010-12-25T14:38:00.000-08:00

What a marvelous blessing! We had an angel bring gifts last night. Tim went out to walk Chloe and found a large black bag at the door. This bag had a huge gold bow on it and a card that read: "Just thinking of all the things that make you such a special family...What a perfect way to add a smile to the holidays!" It was signed from SANTA!!!! What a wonderful blessing to feel so loved. May the Lord bless whomever it was that made this Christmas extra special for the Hallam boys :)

Merry Christmas to all our family and friends whom we hold so dear to our hearts. May you all be blessed with countless blessings.

Brandon update

2010-11-15T12:52:00.000-08:00

Brandon is doing better. He's eating very well and keeping all of his food down. Yesterday, both of his blood tests came back with good numbers... still low but good. He didn't need a transfusion last night or today. This morning Brandon's numbers were still about the same, so the doctor now is waiting for tomorrow morning's results.

The lab also drew blood for a test for a few diseases that the Drs are looking into for Brandon as a result of his ITP in the past and his current hemolytic anemia. In all this time being spent here at the hospital, I've been able to look up information and have found some very helpful links.

I am still learning about both conditions and how they are related and what to do for them.

It is a great thing though that Brandon is doing much much better. Here is a link for anyone interested in reading a bit of information on Evans disease. to get to the information link, click on the title of this blog... "brandon update" that will take you to emedicine info

Poor Brandon

2010-11-13T14:42:00.000-08:00

Brandon was sick with what we thought was the flu on Wed. so he stayed home from school. He was green looking. Thursday, Brandon stayed home again, and seemed yellow this time. He layed on the couch all day and couldn't stop throwing up, the poor guy :( During my lunch break, I called to see how he was doing, but he said he was doing ok, so I didn't worry too much about it.

Well, Tim came home from work and Brandon was basically GLOWING YELLOW!!!! When I got home, I took him to Boise St Luke's.... it's a toss up sometimes since we live right in the middle between Ontario and Boise. ONtario is where the best pediatrician is. Emmett hospital or doctors are out of the question. Boise is where his Hemotologist is.

AS I was getting into the car, I was still undecided on where to take Brandon for his care. I decided at the very last minute pulling out of the driveway that I would just take him to Boise since I knew he would end up there. I knew he had jaundice very very bad and knew somehow that he would not make it home that night.

When I got Brandon to St LUkes, he could barely walk to the door of the ER :( I let them know he was here and needed seen ASAP. We got him to the back and into a room. They work fast at St Lukes it's amazing!!!! By about 8pm thursday night, Brandon was getting situated in a room in the pediatrics 4019 (for anyone wanting to visit )

Thursday night, Brandon had two blood transfusions. He has what the doctors call Hemolytic anemia. His body is killing and destroying all of it's red blood cells, thus causing the elevated billirubin in his blood making him yellow. His heart rate thursday night was in the 140-155 range..NOT GOOD!!!! The Dr. wanted a close eye kept on him and possibly thinking about putting him in PICU because his heart was working too hard and he was also worried about Brandon having heart failure.

Brandon made it through the night with very little sleep, but looking a bit more rosey in his cheeks. Friday, Brandon had another two blood transfusions, but could not keep any food down :(

During the afternoon on friday, Brandon was sleeping and woke up panicked. He pulled off all of his cord and leads and was pulling on his IV where he was currently getting a blood transfusion. Things were very hectic at that time, as the nurse had said that a transfusion is limited on time, so he had to move quickly to get another IV stick in him....which was almost impossible because of his severe anemia.

An IV spot was found after a few tries and the transfusion was completed. Although Brandon had a better night, he did pull out his IV for the second time grrrrrrr. he doesn't handle pain well :(

Today, Brandon has done so much better, his numbers this morning were not as well as everyone was hoping, but still he's able to keep his food down. Brandon has been hungry but at the same time has not really known what he's wanted to eat, just kind of leary of eating for fear of puking again. We did go for a walk around the Pediatric unit... well he rode and I pushed him around :)

You know your child is sick when they don't even want to text their friends. Brandon has really done well today, but still has a long way to go until he's out of the woods. He may be getting another transfusion, not sure yet, we're waiting to see the doctor this afternoon and waiting to hear results of the blood test this evening.

Will keep all posted as I can. I am updateing my facebook page more frequently, so check it out or just text me if you have any questions :) Please continue to pray for him that he will get well quickly. Thank you all for your love and support :)

Halloween fun!!!!!!

2010-10-31T17:57:00.000-07:00

First set of pictures of our Halloween fun!!!!

2010-08-31T12:37:00.000-07:00

Nine years ago today our family welcomed Dallin into our hearts and home! He is such a blessing to have around and be around. Dallin almost always has a cheerful, helpful outlook and is so loving and kind to everyone he sees and meets. He has some amazing natural abilities such as being an instant friend to everyone, playing football, reading and any school work. He's always been a great student and always into doing his homework as soon as he gets home. He's also been very energetic and eager to learn and develop new talents.

Dallin has an infectious smile as well as his laugh...they're just contagious!!!! I am so very grateful that the Lord blessed our family and blessed Dallin to make it through the trials at the beginning of his life... He has been on a nonstop growth and prospering since then.

We love you Dallin Machai Hallam !!!! Have a wonderful 9th birthday!!!

School's in session!!!!

2010-08-26T15:49:00.000-07:00

The boys started school today! What a fun day for everyone. Aaron is a junior this year. Brandon is a freshman. Josh is in 5th grade. Dallin is in 4th and Kyler is in 2nd grade. They're all excited to learn a lot this year and looking forward to having a great year!

Are you ready for some FOOTBALL!!!!

2010-08-24T08:22:00.000-07:00

Saturday we spent the day at BSU stadium for the optimist football jamboree. We have three playing in it, so we were there all day waiting for pictures, games and weighing in.

Josh's team had to be there first. We met at the little white church by BSU stadium at 9am. We did go early so we could get a semi decent parking spot. There were thousands of people there for games. When Josh(#60) was playing, Kyler also had to meet his team, so we had to separate to cover all the games. Josh got to play on the blue turf!!!!! Kyler played flag on the grass field next to the stadium. They both did a great job!!!

After Josh and Kyler's games, we went to Ann Morrison park for lunch and then headed back to the stadium to get ready to meet Dallin's team at 1:15. Again, we met everyone at the little white church...everyone was meeting there.... Dallin's team went in for pictures, weighing in and then to play. Dallin(#82) was starting in his game. He was playing defensive line. Dallin did a great job playing as well. We all had a great time at BSU watching the kids play football!

Things I'm grateful for:
oxy clean to get white football pants clean again
hard hits and great tackles
good sportmanship
supportive families cheering their kids on

Back to School dinner!!!!

2010-08-23T11:48:00.000-07:00

Sunday night we had our back to school FHE!!!! A school lunch type dinner with trays and all... This is a tradition we've had for a few years now, the boys love it and we all look forward to it each year !!!!

This year, I made mashed potatoes and turkey gravy, green beans, applesauce, milk and a cookie for our school lunch. Tim and I serve it cafeteria style and put on our little act as cafeteria people. Memories from childhood are so fun!!!!

During our meal, we talk about goals and school rules. We also talk about the rewards for making and keeping our goals for good grades.

This year, I shared a quote from Pres. Eyring about seminary and keeping religious learning at the top. "...keep spiritual learning in its place, we will have to make some hard choices of how we use our time. But there should never be a conscious choice to let the spiritual become secendary. NEVER. That will lead to tragedy."

I am so grateful for my time in seminary and am so happy that the two older boys can take part in the release time program at the school. It does take dedication and sacrifice, but it is so very worth it in the end.

The boys start school on thursday and are so excited and anxious to get started again. We're all looking forward to getting back into the routine of school and studying....even me.

Things I'm grateful for:

A new school year and the opportunity to continue growth and learning

Sweet memories of my childhood and my school days

Seminary

Scriptures to study and learn from

FOOTBALL!!!!!!

2010-08-18T15:35:00.000-07:00

Our family is now eating, sleeping and breathing FOOTBALL!!!!! Kyler is in flag football this year. Dallin is on the freshman tackle team and Josh is on the sophomore tackle team. We missed playing last year but are having a great time this year discovering the talents the boys have.

Dallin has done a great job so far of tackling in practices and even had the hit of the day one day last week. Josh has also done an amazing job on tackles. The boys are working hard and very excited that they get to play on the BSU blue turf this weekend at the Jamboree. (pictures to follow)....

Things I'm grateful for:

little boys who love football and sports

memories of fall sports

watching my children learn a new ability

seeing natural athletic ability in my children

Chloe

2010-08-15T10:15:00.000-07:00

Last weekend we went searching for a new k-9 companion!!! Brandon and I went to the humane society in Boise and saw the dogs there, but no dog seemed to fit what we were looking for. None of them spoke to us saying "Take me home, I'm yours".

Saturday, Tim and I took the boys to Fruitland to the 2nd chance shelter there to see dogs. First, we just took Kyler in with us to see the dogs. We knew that if the dog responded well to Kyler then it would be good. We had looked on their website and saw a few dogs that we wanted to see. When we went in to see the dogs, we saw this white curly hair dog. She was just sitting there looking at us. We went to pet her and she was so happy. There was two dogs specifically there that we went to see, we did find the one Tilly...she was a very energetic friendly little thing. For a while, we went back an forth between this white curly dog and Tilly. We brought the rest of the boys in and showed them the two dogs and had them choose which one they want. They all chose Tilly.

Just as we were ready to decide, I felt I needed one last sure test. I went to Tilly and opened her door and attempted to pick her up...she went to the back of her kennel and was scared...she didn't want picked up. Then I went to the other white curly haired dog. I opened the door and she jumped into my arms and hid her head in my arms. Our decision had been made by one leap of love from our little Chloe. Her name was Pearl, but that's an old name so I wanted a new one. Princess Chloe fits perfectly into our family.

When we put Chloe into the van to come home with us, her tail was wagging and she was so happy. We took her to Frates's to show her to them. Chloe was so happy and just stuck right by us and watched everywhere we went.

Chloe is house trained and trained very well in some other areas. She's taken to her new name quite well and loves all of us so very much. She's very much part of the family and loves to go to the boy's football practices to sit and watch them play.

Things I'm grateful for:

Being able to give a dog a new home

The sweet companionship and friendship of a k9 friend

Wagging tails and knowing Chloe is happy

Girls night!!!!

2010-08-14T04:01:00.000-07:00

I went out with some close friends from New Plymouth this past tuesday. These friends can be called family since we've been friends so long. It's so wonderful to have such long lasting friends and be able to do things with them. This month, for our girls night, we went to Starlight Mountain Theatre in Garden Valley and saw Scarlet Pimpernel.

Kim, Kaylena, Whitney and I went to dinner and then picked up one of Whitney's friends then headed up to Garden Valley for the play. We had such a wonderful time and laughed so much it felt like we were kids again.

During intermission the cast comes around selling popcorn, candy and drinks. They had a special twofer. Buy two kisses and get two licorice for free. They called it a "kissandwich". Kaylena and I paid for our licorice and gave Whitney the kissandwich. We laughed so hard my stomach was hurting. Kim also got Whitney's friend a kissandwich.

Just before the show started back up, one of the actors was on stage and they recognized birthdays, anniversaries and such. He went through the birthdays and anniversaries, then asked if there was anything else we're celebrating. This is about how the dialog sounded:

Persy: Is there anything else we're celebrating tonight?
Me: (laughing) GIRL....
Persy: Girl? hmmm... she's celebrating being a girl... and how long have you been a... GIRL?
Me: (laughing uncontrollably)
Persy: and nothing... okay we're now going to sing Happy Birtheversary...GIRL to all those celebrating birthdays anniversaries and (pointing to me)GIRL.

It is so good to have such wonderful friends and sisters :) I really needed this time out to rejuvinate myself and let lose. There are more pictures of our night on my Facebook page...I was tagged in some photos.

Things I'm grateful for:

Sweet special friends who are sisters to me

The ability to laugh and let lose

The feeling I get after I've had a good laugh

Talents and those who are willing to share them with all

Aaron's new found talent

2010-08-06T09:20:00.000-07:00

Aaron went with the priests a week ago on a high adventure trip to the Tetons, Wyoming and all over Eastern Idaho. They had a great time and Aaron took lots of pictures. These are the scenic pictures he took. HE'S AMAZING!!! Some of these pictures are sooo breathtaking... I just had to share them. He's so talented..a natural :)

Here's a funny.... I was looking at the pictures and told Aaron how amazingly talented he is... his response "Duh, I'm your son" Now how sweet is that? Aaron is learning so many wonderful things and discovering so many beautiful talents the Lord has blessed him with. To take such beautiful pictures of this amazing world!!! WOW!!!!

Lubbock trip

2010-08-05T16:09:00.000-07:00

I know I have more pictures of this trip, I just have to look through another folder, but here are some. The scenery on the drive down was amazing... what a beautiful world we are blessed to live in.

Family day in Boise

2010-08-05T15:30:00.000-07:00

We decided to make lots of little trips this year to stay close to home and cut costs. This was our family outing to Boise in July. We went to the temple to get pictures of all the boys and our family. We had a great time, except it was hot...

After the temple, we went to the discovery center... we got in for free...I just love free coupons!!!! The boys had a blast as you can see from the slide show. Their favorite thing was the robot table, they were there for the longest time just building and rebuilding robots. I had to practically pry them away, even Tim got into it... it was way cool!!!!!

The boys all really enjoyed that day, we all did. We had a great time playing and exploring science.

Repentance

2010-08-05T08:05:00.000-07:00

I must do some serious repenting as I've neglected this blog for way too long and let too many things slip by unknown by all of those who read our family blog. So much has happened, good, bad and ugly... The Lord has been working some marvelous miracles with our family and molding us and doing some pretty funky things with our family. I will attempt to catch up on the details I don't want left out of our family's history. Please be patient with me as I do this... I'm also doing school myself and getting the boys ready for school....

We also have three football players in the mix as well. Josh, Dallin and Kyler are going to be playing football this season. It will prove a tremendous challenge as there are three practice locations and only two parents. We'll get through this and all will have a blast :)

A dream come true

2010-01-17T07:55:00.000-08:00

Ok, for Christmas, we all know that Tim got me a plane ticket to Texas to see my father, brother and sister :) After we spoke in church on the 27th we went to the airport to catch my flight. I was so very nervous about so many things. I've not flown since Brandon was a tiny baby in 1996 so that was way before 9/11 so the security was a scary part. Another nervous part was FINALLY meeting my family. I had no idea what to expect.

My flight to Texas was going to be a long one stopping in Vegas for a layover. The flight went well and we landed in Vegas with no problems.... The view was amazing the whole way there, I did get a window seat :) When I got off the plane in Vegas, the first thing that I saw was a huge open room with tons of slot machines right in the middle of that room. I've never been to Vegas or Texas, so please bare with me on my excitment at so many new things :)

I called Tim right away as soon as I got to Vegas so that he would know I was landed safely and things were ok. As soon as I could, I went to find my connectiong flight gate CLEAR IN ANOTHER WING !!!!! I did a lot of walking. I had a three hour wait for my next flight from Vegas, so I walked around and made the most of the time in a new place. This airport is HUGE and so many people flying everywhere.

When I had finally caught my connecting flight, it was another hour and a half wait to see my brother and his wife. I was so very excited to finally see them. We had gotten connected a bit on Facebook, but I couldnt wait for our first meeting. You see it all the time on the talk shows, and how amazing it is.... This was even more amazing and there were no camera crews around so it was a very personal emotional time for us all.

My flight landed in Lubbock around 11:45 there time so it was late and I couldnt see the country :( I'll have to fly back there during the day just so I can see the lay of the land from the air ;) When I got off the plane, I followed the crowd to baggage claim and I txted my brother to see where he was as no one was around. It turned out that he and Mary and Amy were waiting at a different baggage claim area hahahaha.... When we finally saw each other and met, it was completely AMAZING!!! Amazing isnt even the best word to describe it ,but it's as good as I have right now.... i was so happy to finally see my brother and hug him. This was all so much more than I ever imagined it would be... I was in shock at how fast this all had happened and how wonderful it was.

After our hugs, we got my luggage and headed home to Don's. There, i got to meet Raeleigh, Don's youngest grand daughter (she and I would soon become best of friends ;) Jessie, Raeleigh's mom was there as well as her new baby Griffin. We visited for a while and let the excitement of our meeting take over :) After a while we did go to bed, there was lots to do the next day ..... I'll post those days later hehehehe

WHAT A CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

2009-12-27T06:18:00.001-08:00

We are sooo blessed this Christmas with so much to be thankful for :) We were surprised by someone who loves our family, they left oodles of gifts at our door....it was so neat to see the boys excitement.

Tim had to work doubles on Christmas day so he didnt make it home until around 11pm. The boys waited all day for dad to come home.... it was torchure I think for the boys to see all the gifts under the tree, but they did enjoy the day as well. They felt very loved.

After all the gifts under the tree were opened and love was expressed, one last gift that was no under the tree was brought out. Tim gave me his choir binder and asked me to sing a song to close out our Christmas night.... I sat at the fireplace and opened the binder to sing the song.....

As I opened the binder, I didnt see a song, instead, I saw a plane ticket from Southwest!!!! The date and destination were a complete shock and joy!!!! I am going to Lubbock this afternoon for 10 days!!!! I will get to meet my father and my brother and younger sister. I have prayed and prayed for this day and now it is happening.

Heavenly Father has truly poured out His blessings upon us and I am forever grateful :)

I will be able to close out 2009 with my new found family and bring in 2010 with them....What better way to end and begin the year than with those you love.

I love all of my family and am so happy to have been able to see most of them in the last week during this Christmas season. May all who read this feel the spirit burning in your hearts. Remember the reason for the season and keep it burning bright all year long!!!!

Family picture 2009

2009-12-09T05:55:00.000-08:00

As you can tell everyone is growing by leaps and bounds. Aaron is now the tallest one in the family and is almost 16... holy cow!!!! NOT POSSIBLE!!!! Brandon is 13 almost 14...hmmm two young men going to dances...not sure how I feel about that one. Josh and Dallin are competing for who is taller...they are only inches apart. Kyler still amazes us with his georgeous blue eyes.

Train ride

2009-11-24T09:13:00.001-08:00

This is an amazing slide show that tells perfectly how I feel about all who have touched my life. I posted this on facebook as well, so more friends can see it!!! I love each and every one of you dear sweet friends and family. My life is much sweeter with you in it!! May the Lord bless you all!!!

To hear this, go to the bottom of the page and pause the playlist so you can get the full effect of this slide show. ENJOY!!!

NEW MOON!!!!

2009-11-19T22:27:00.000-08:00

In less than 24 hours Tim and I will be watching NEW MOON!!!! We are going on a double date with a couple in the ward..... it will be a lot of fun. I'm so looking forward to it.

Repentance

2009-11-19T22:21:00.000-08:00

It's been too long since I last posted anything on this blog lol. Things have been so super busy around here.

During harvest season we were so blessed to be able to can and preserve tomatoes, peaches, applie pie filling, peach jam and pears. We look forward to next season for more canning and learning new things. This years new adventure in canning was the peach jam... I had never made it before, but it turned out great :)

The boys are busy in school and loving it. Aaron has just finished up marching band, and is now in the basketball band season. He has discovered his singing voice and has joined Tim and I in choir. We are all loving Emmett and having a ton of fun and success here. We are so very blessed to be in this great valley surronded by amazing people :)

Dallin's baptism

2009-09-06T07:04:00.000-07:00

Dallin was baptized and confirmed last night!!!! What an amazing event!!!! There was such a wonderful show of love and support from friends and family.

Three other children were baptized last night with Dallin...one of which is in our ward, the other two in different wards in the stake.

Some friends that were at the baptism were there for another boy, but stayed for Dallin's baptism as well...things worked out great to finally see them :)

Last night was so amazing, there are no words that can describe it. The spirit was so strong with each of these wonderful children. They truly felt loved.

Our house in Emmett Idaho

2009-09-05T16:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 8th BIRTHDAY DALLIN!!!!!

2009-08-30T19:42:00.000-07:00

Dallin is 8 years old!!!! WOW!!!!!! I can't believe you are 8 now!!!!! It has been amazing to watch you grow and learn. As a tribute to you Dallin, here are 8 things I love about you :)

1- I love that you enjoy learning and reading.... you always find something more to learn...and are learning at an amazing speed :)

2- I love that you are so kind and friendly to everyone.

3- I love when you smile and hug me

4- I love how thoughtful you are of others, you always think of others and try to help them out

5- I love your bright bubbly personality... you seem to always be happy!!!!!

6- You find joy in making others happy, especially your teachers :) That is a WONDERFUL thing!!!

7- I love your eagerness to be in cub scouts

8- I love to see you grow in love for our Heavenly Father and want to choose the right :)

Dallin, there are so many more things I love about you :) I do hope and pray that you know how incredibly special you are to our family and to anyone who knows you. You have a very special spirit and I am so very grateful you chose to come to our family :)

I love you Dallin Machai Hallam :) Have a very very happy birthday

First day of School!!!!!

2009-08-27T08:39:00.000-07:00

The boys started school today :) They were all very excited to start a new year in a new school. I didn't get pictures of the older two but I did get pics of the younger three as they headed out the door and then onto the bus.

Aaron is in 10th grade this year...I can't believe he is a sophomore.
Brandon is in 8th grade and looking forward to taking some great classes this year..three of them are begging guitar, drama, and tech ed
Josh is in 4th grade and going to a school by himself at Carberrry.
Dallin is in 3rd grade and is going to be 8 next week!!!!!
Kyler is in 1st grade and very excited about going for a full day and eating lunch and all of the fun new things a first grader gets to do :)

So far, everything in Emmett Idaho is going well for our family, and we are loving it. We feel so welcome here which has been such a blessing :)

WHAT A WEEK!!!!!

2009-08-21T07:38:00.000-07:00

This week has been super crazy. I wanted to update all as to how we are and where we are. I will post more later, but just a quick update.

We packed the truck Monday and emptied the house in Hermiston. Tuesday we cleaned the house and moved down to Idaho, not knowing where we would be living. We had no house yet....so we put our faith in the Lord and hit the road for Idaho.

When we got to Idaho, we had two houses to look at. The first in Fruitland, the second in Emmett. When we went through the house in Fruitland first then the one in Emmett. The house in Fruitland didn't feel right, and the one in Emmett.... WOW!!!

We walked in the front door and felt as though we had finally made it home. I was so at peace with being in the house. Then we went to the realtor and signed rental agreement papers. Diane Brissette, a friend from Emmett called for help unloading and we had about 5 men to help unload the truck within an hour. Amazing help and support, we havent felt that in so long.

Then last night we finally got internet capabilities again and I logged onto facebook and had several messages. One caught my eye, which was from my brother... I had been searching for my Father for 16 yrs and his son contacted me. IT WAS INCREDIBLE....to finally have that piece of the puzzle coming together. WOW!!1 I'm still speechless, but loving the fact that I have contact with my brother now. I can't wait to get to know him more and meet my sister as well.

Ok, this isn't short but it is brief...there is so much more that has gone on this week. I promise I will post more about it as well as some pictures. My house needs some loving now though lol....

Family reunion

2009-07-16T18:21:00.000-07:00

2009-07-13T19:52:00.000-07:00

Tim's cousin Alex playing bagpipes

2009-07-13T19:11:00.000-07:00

In order to listen to this, plz scroll down and pause my playlist :)

This is Tims cousin Alex Hallam, at the family reunion July4th. He has amazing talent!!! I love to listen to him play and could listen to him all day :D Alex has been playing bagpipes since I knew him when he was just a boy. His dad Weston taught him how to play :D Both have wonderful talent :D Listen and enjoy!!!

A lesson in germs....do you know the difference?

2009-04-19T08:37:00.000-07:00

Last night I was making popcorn for our movie night. I had asked Kyler to take the popcorn to Tim and get his waterbottle so I could get him some ice water. When I was done getting Tim's ice water, I took a drink out of the bottle. Kyler looked at me and said
"Don't give dad your germs".... I told him "I give dad my germs when I kiss him, so there's no problem" Kyler took the waterbottle and shook it...he said he was getting rid of my germs by shaking the bottle. He went into the family room and gave Tim his drink and told him "There you go dad, I shook the bottle to get rid of mom's germs so you don't get them"

I went into the room where they were and kissed Tim, then I told Kyler "There, I gave dad my germs so we're all good" Kyler then sighed and said "...yeah, but those are love germs, you give dad your love germs when you kiss him"

HAHAHAHA I thought that was priceless... so, there is a difference between regular germs and love germs.

Another twilight blog

2009-04-10T20:49:00.000-07:00

Okay, so now I'm obsessed over twilight :) I've read all four books in less than two weeks and am now reading my favorite one of the four a second time. I absolutely love the 4th book...Breaking Dawn :) Maybe others won't feel the way I do, but there is so much good stuff in that book :)

I also just added some songs to my playlist that Robert Pattinson(Edward) has done. He's got some amazing talent :) The first three songs on my playlist are Robert's songs :D

Happy birthday Kyler!!!!

2009-04-03T11:32:00.001-07:00

I can't believe that my baby is now 6 years old!!!! How is that possible.... time deffinately flies on wings of lightning!!!!

What a blessing it is to have Kyler in our home and in our family. Even more of a blessing that he is developing the way he should and that we are both still here !!!! I am ever grateful for those two blessings and all the blessings that have been a part of those two miracles!!!

In honor of Kyler, I want to share 6 things that I love about Kyler...there are many things that I love about my little man, but I will share 6 since he is 6 today :)

1. I love that Kyler is so energetically loving of everyone!!! He welcomes anyone and everyone with a genuine hug of approval.

2. I love that Kyler sings.... everything he does has a song to it. He loves to sing along with other songs, but he also loves to make up his own songs. Kyler has great tone in his voice as well as control. He will be an amazing singer in choir :)

3. I love Kyler's happiness!!!! Kyler is almost always happy and is so easy to please :) He makes my heart smile!!!!

4. Kyler loves to be creative. His favorite things to play with are playdough and any other thing that he can be creative with. This little man also loves to draw and then write stories about the pictures.

5. I love that Kyler feels the overwhelming need to add his signature to cakes that I make...explanation to that one ;) Whenever I make a cake or brownies for our family, Kyler comes in to the kitchen when the cake or brownies are cooling and takes a handful out of them ;) Not all the time, and deffinately not when the cake is for others, but when it's for us, he's all over the quality control ;) lol

6. I absolutely LOVE that Kyler is so precious when he says his prayers. He truly loves his Heavenly Father and knows he can go to Him whenever he needs to. Kyler knows that he is a child of God and loves that knowledge :)
Kyler is an amazing part of our family. Life would deffinately not be complete without him here :)

I READ IT!!!!

2009-03-25T20:19:00.001-07:00

Okay, that was a HUGE feat that I've never done in my entire life. Yeah, it's a tad difficult to admit...but I normally detest reading. I've enjoyed smaller books and certain kinds of books, but never novels!!!! I don't know how I got such good grades in English since I absolutely hated when we had a book to read :(

Well, I loved the movie so much that I had to read the book to find out more details as I know there is much more in the book. The book was absolutely amazing as well !!!! I'm shocked and surprised at how quickly I finished the book. I got it on Monday and didn't start reading it until Monday night when the boys went to bed. I read and read and couldn't put the book down. I read on Tuesday night as well and then spent part of the day today reading the rest of the book.!!!! Less than three days to read that BIG book!!!!! WOW!!!!

I can't wait to read what comes next :) I'm sure it will be exciting as well!!!!

OH MY GOODNESS!!!!

2009-03-22T20:38:00.000-07:00

I am such a TWILIGHT FAN!!! WOW!!!!!!! We rented the movie over the weekend after hearing how amazing the book is from friends. I couldn't get enough of it!!!! WOW!!!! That's all I can say.....

We watched the movie Saturday night, then all night I kept thinking about and picturing Edward and Bella and had so many questions about them. We watched it again today... I still can't get enough of it... I HAVE to read the book now!!!! I went onto the twilight series website where the author talks about her story of how she came to write the book. Amazing story as well. I'm so glad she wrote the book and that it was made into a movie. I so can't wait for the next movie, but until then, I'm GETTING THE BOOK!!!! Even Tim wants to read the book to see what we missed in the movie.

Some of our favorite scenes are... wow, that's going to be tough. I love when Edward sees Bella walk into the science class and her hair blows right then. I also love the meadow scene when he picks Bella up and runs her up the mountain. Another favorite is the baseball scene!!! WOW!!!

The whole movie was so amazing that it's tough to pick just a few scenes for favs. I love how Edward is so protective of Bella and how she is drawn to Edward. I also love how Edwards family welcomes Bella and makes her feel welcome and a part of the family. As with everything in life there are gospel principles that I've found in this movie. One is so very important...that is control...Edward loves and respects Bella so much that he exercises great control and protection..... I hope and pray that my boys are just as protective and respectful to the young ladies they meet. Bella loves and respects her father....she doesn't want anything to happen to him, so she convinces Edward to protect her father as well. :) Maybe it's different in the book, but these are thoughts and ideas that I get from the movie.

I just can't rave enough about it... Deffinately 5 stars from me :)

One proud Mama!!!!

2009-03-20T21:39:00.000-07:00

Okay, I just have to share how very happy and proud I am of my boys :)

Aaron- Aaron benchmarked on his writing assessment and his speech assessment this past month!!!!! YAY!!!! Now, we have to work on math and reading. Aaron is such a smart kid, it's showing it that we're working on :D I want everyone to know how smart this kid really is...is there a magic juice that I can give him? ;) Each and everyday Aaron rides his bike a little over 2 miles to school and then home. He has enjoyed it and done well. He has been told that when his grades are up and good, then he can get his permit and start practice driving....oh boy...don't want that insurance bill ;) I think Aaron has read the Oregon driving manual at least 4 times now..... Everytime we are driving somewhere, he points out something that he has learned in the manual... it's amazing how much he's reading it and learning ;) I think he will do well on the test the first time...now if we can get him to read his scriptures that much, we'll be doing great :)

Brandon- Just finished a fundraiser for marching band to help pay for their fees and travel. He finished his fundraiser in first place for sales and earned almost $100 for his band. His part of the band fee is taken care of as well as another kids fee :D WOOOHOOO!!!! Yes, the band did a Scentsy fundraiser!!!! I donated my comission from their sales to the marching band. The whole band received almost $600!!! There were three prizes for the top sellers. 1st place won $50 cash, which Brandon won that all on his own. I did NOT help him one bit or buy anything from him. 2nd place won a warmer and a bar, and 3rd place won a plug in and a bar. The kids did a great job and had a great time :) 47 symphony warmers were ordered last month from the fundraiser...they were on backorder until today and shipped out today !!! YAY!!!! Brandon has also been doing chess club after school and has done a great job !!!

Josh- Has benchmarked in Math. He only missed the reading benchmark by less than 10 points and was so very close. Josh also increased his STAR reading level by 2 grades :) That's a HUGE jump especially for Josh as he has struggled so much with reading. It's so nice to see that he is taking a liking to reading. His teacher said that there were days when she would count that Josh went to the library at least 4 times a day to get a new book. There were only two books that he didn't pass the AR tests; he was at 193% of his AR goal!!!! WOW!!!!!!

Dallin- Dallin will be moving up to the highest reading level when they come back from spring break!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!! At the beginning of the year Dallin benchmarked so he was only retested to be pushed and increased his score on each test :) Dallin LOVES school and just can't get enough of reading. I'm so glad that he didn't take after me in the reading department :) On our way to Idaho last weekend, Dallin had two books with him which he had finished before getting to Idaho. Dallin's STAR reading level in second grade is 3.3!!!! He absolutely loves to check out chapter books and does so well at reading even the scriptures!!! YAYA!!!!!!

Kyler- Kyler is learning and catching onto things. He still struggles, but his teacher sees that he knows things because he answers questions...just not when it comes time to test him ;) silly boy!!! Kyler loves going to school and loves to socialize with his friends :) He's become quite the social butterfly...now, we just have to continue working on his focus ;)

It was so nice this last week to have such good teacher conferences for the three younger boys. They all three surprised me with improvements :) I'm quite impressed with them and their hard work!!!

Our weekend

2009-03-16T19:39:00.001-07:00

The boys and I headed to Idaho for the weekend this past weekend :) We had a great time at the New Plymouth Elementary school carnival. It was so nice to see so many friends and family. Saturday, the boys hung out with Tim while I went to my scentsy training in Boise.

I had such an amazing time at the training. I was blessed to meet Orville and Heidi Thompson as well as Kara Egan (one of the "inventors" of scentsy). I also met Heidi's mom and dad as well as many other amazing people. It was so nice to get to know more scentsy people and share the joy of such an amazing SCENTsational product. Orville was sharing with us how fast scentsy has grown in the 5 years it's been around. Each year there is about 400% growth!!!! AMAZING!!!! I'm so grateful to be a part of such a wonderful and SCENTsational company.

I left the conference with more ambition and excitement to grow my business and do more parties and share scentsy with whomever I can :) I can't wait to share it with everyone!!!!

On our way home from Idaho yesterday, we had stopped at the rest area just outside of Baker. As we were entering the freeway, I had seen a truck pulling a trailer that was very close to other vehicles. This truck was driving all over the place and almost hit several cars. I was getting worried after several miles of this driver stirring up dirt and rocks on the side of the road and going off the road and then back on and into the next lane. I followed him a safe distance and called the police as I was worried that this person was falling asleep or tired.

The police had found the pick up that I had reported and I thought all was finished and done. This morning I got a phone call from the state police asking me for a report again of what I saw. They had arrested this man for a DUII. I don't know all the details but I was so grateful that I had called it in. I am also very grateful that no one was hurt from this experience or event yesterday. We were all very well protected and watched over, for which I am extremely grateful.

The picture isn't a picture of the pick up, it is one from the internet...this car was placed in front of a school to show kids what can happen when drinking and driving... duii's are not just from drinking, they are from drugs as well... driving under the influence of intoxicants...drugs can do the same as alchohol can when you get behind the wheel. This particular picture, the driver survived with brain damage and the passenger was killed.

Is it or isn't it Spring????

2009-03-11T12:21:00.001-07:00

I thought that maybe spring was here, then we were hit by another blast of cold and wind... I do love the sun being out and shining..it makes things so much easier. I am much more active and get much more done when the sun is shining.

I can't wait for spring to finally arrive.... why???? well, here are a few things I look forward to in the spring
1. opening the blinds and letting all the natural light in that can come in
2. sitting in the front room where the sun is shining through the windows. (I could easily be a cat)
3. flowers blooming... I can't wait to see all the colors in my front flower bed and plant more
4. strawberries in my front flower bed blooming
5. turning on the sprinklers and watching them and listening to them
6. the roads to finally be dry and clear of snow and ice
7. the warmer weather so it's not so miserable walking to school
8. the warmer weather so we can enjoy bike rides....although I need to get a new seat
9.being able to open the windows and let some fresh air in the house and not get a freeze out
10. playing outside and sitting outside watching the boys play in the warm sun without coats, hats and gloves.
11....and the fresh smell of rain... I love april showers and may flowers :)

Happy Birthday Brandon 13 years !!!!

2009-03-03T15:23:00.000-08:00

Brandon's birthday isn't until the 5th, but i have a few minutes so I thought I would post a tribute for his birthday.

Again, it doesn't seem possible that I now have TWO teenagers.... I refuse to believe it!!!! It seems like just yesterday that Brandon was born with his little wrinkly skin all folded over his tiny little hands.

Since Brandon is the LUCKY 13, I will share 13 things I love about Brandon!!!!

1. I love that you are outgoing and energetic about life. Everything you do, you tackle with such vigor and excitment. This is Dad's favorite picture...you tried so hard to help till the garden...look at that dedication on that face.

2. I love that you are such a kind hearted friendly person

3. I love that you have the courage to stand for what is right and don't back down

4. You always know what will make me smile and you do such a wonderful job of making me smile everyday :)

5. You have such an amazing personality!!!!!! Bright, bubbly, crazy, creative...the list goes on and on and on and on

6. I love that you make your bed everyday and I don't even have to ask you to do it.
You also LOVE animals!!!!

7. You are so thoughtful of others and often go out of your way to make someone feel special and welcome

8. I love that you love to sing :) D&C 25: 12

12 For my soul delighteth in the song of the heart; yea, the song of the righteous is a prayer unto me, and it shall be answered with a blessing upon their heads.

9. You are so incredibly good with children and babies. You'll make a great missionary with kids climbing all over you :)

10. I love that you are so eager and interested in your grades and try hard to get good grades.11. I love that you are dedicated to whatever goals you are working on at the time.

12. You love to have a good time and you make sure others have a good time as well

13. I love that you also honor the priesthood you've been blessed with. You hold that noble calling sacred and honor it to the best of your abilities.

There is so much more that I could say to honor you on your birthday!!!! I love you so very much Brandon. I am so grateful that you chose to come to our family and be with us and teach us to be humble and grateful.

I hope and pray that your birthday is a blessed day for you!!!! It was a blessed day when you were born.

I LOVE my washer!!!!

2009-02-16T20:17:00.000-08:00

We picked out a new washer this weekend and picked it up today. When we got the washer home, I immediately started my laundry that had been waiting for me. It was SOOOOO quiet. I LOVE IT!!!! The spin cycle did such a good job that the drying time for the dryer was cut dramatically.

Since my old washer wouldn't spin the clothes, I had to empty the clothes out and put a few back in the washer, then jump start the spin cycle by pushing the tub around in a circle. My forearm is quite strong now, but my dryer has taken it's toll for my washer not spinning the water out of the clothes. I now have a squeeky dryer, which is needing to be replaced soon. Although today, when i washed my first set of clothes which was the ultimate test of a good washer... kids jeans!!!! The washer spun so well that my dryer took only 20 minutes to dry the clothes instead of the 2 hours plus to dry them till they were just damp. My drying time had increased with my broken washer, so it took all day to just do one load of laundry.

I am so grateful for my new washer and the time that i'm saving. I now have all the laundry done in just one day !!!! YAY!!!!!

Happy birthday Aaron!!!! 15 years

2009-02-14T11:39:00.000-08:00

I can't believe it's been 15 years since Aaron was born. WOW!!! It's just not possible!!!! Not sure where the time has gone....but I do know that we've had our ups and downs.

Since you're 15 years old today here are 15 things I LOVE about you!!!! Aaron!!!

1. I love that you have such musical talent with the clarinet...music to my ears and heart...thanks for sharing your talent.

2. I love that you have a tender heart....you think about others

3. I love your compassion....you serve others so willingly

4. You are a great help and a tremendous relief to this poor mother of yours......most of the time :)

5. You are an excellent reader and very intelligent...too smart for your own good sometimes :)
6. I love that you desire to follow in you Great Grandpa Snowberger's footsteps

7. I love the times we are goofing around and playing around... we have some good laughs for sure :)
8. I love that your mind is always going... I don't think your mind has ever stopped...ever
9. I love that you are so close to getting your eagle and you are thinking of great things to do

10. You love to go to the temple... LOVE IT!!!!
11. I love that you continue to try to improve....that's what counts...don't ever give up

12. I remember when you turned 12...you were so excited to be able to pass the sacrament. I love that you are so excited for wonderful, amazing milestones
13. I love that you absolutely LOVE seminary... makes my heart smile...you're very blessed with great seminary teachers :)

14. I love that when you turned 14 you rose above what others said about dances and went anyway and had a great time... you're not afraid to ask any girl to dance.. GREAT JOB!!!!

15. I absolutely love how you love me and try to help me in all you do. I love that you want me to be proud of you... of which I am so very proud of you.

The Lord has blessed you so richly and the adversary knows it. Keep strong and keep your eye on the prize. I love you my son!!!! May this day be a very happy and blessed day for you :)

It's 10 o'clock do you know where your suburban is?

2009-02-10T08:27:00.000-08:00

I think the only thing humorous about this post would have to be the title of it. I know exaclty where my suburban is...... in the garage....where it's going to be for a while.

Our sweet little/big suburban has been throwing some fits about going places. We knew we were going to have to get it fixed and taken care of soon, but were hoping that it would hold on for us until we could get moved or get it fixed..... well, murphy's law has been in effect for who knows how many years...but....

We're expecting our tax return and were talking about what we were going to do and get some debt taken care of... here's the murphy's law part of it...

On sunday, we were all pilled in the suburban and ready to go to church. We got out of the driveway and were heading down the road when the suburban started losing power. It wouldn't go up the hill very fast at all. Smoke started coming out of the back end and it was just throwing a huge fit about getting up that morning. We continued on our way and decided that we needed to get the suburban home and pack into the car and get to church.

Aaron is a teacher and is in charge of setting up the sacrament, so we knew we needed to hurry. When we got the suburban home, smoke was coming out the front end as well and it was very hot. We left it and went on our way to church.

Now, we have one vehicle again, which wouldn't be so bad if we were all together in one place...so now I along with all the boys are hoofin it to school and wherever we need to go. It's forced exercise is how I'm choosing to look at it :) I just remember that when we moved up here, we had the same sort of issue with vehicles although it was Tim's car that was totalled and he had to have the suburban. Thank goodness for close friends and visiting teachers.... now, just to find some of those here would be good :) I'm not one to ask for help here...so that's one of my challenges and trials here... I know i must overcome.

A lighter post will be coming, when? sometime soon... must rest my body for another jaunt to the school in an hour.

Fireproof

2009-02-01T18:28:00.000-08:00

This past weekend, we watched the movie "Fireproof" I LOVED this movie... This is a definate MUST SEE for anyone and everyone. In the movie, the couple is having some serious marital problems. The couple is looking at getting a divorce, when the man's dad asks him to hold of for 40 days. He sends his son a book...The Love Dare... this book goes through 40 days of improving his marriage. It's AMAZING!!!! There are so many wonderful principles in this movie that society has gone away from that we as a whole need to get back to.

At the end of the movie, there was a website www.fireproofmymarriage.com They have a link of where you can get the Love Dare book :) I can't wait to get it and see how it goes...

This movie reminded us of the marriage retreats that we had in Idaho.... They were so special to Tim and I and helped our relationship immensly. We have cherished each and every opportunity to learn and improve our marriage. It is through coming closer to Christ that each of us as spouses grow closer to one another...even to our neighbors and friends.

If you haven't watched this movie and want a good one to watch, check it out and watch it :) It's WONDERFUL!!!!!

My kitchen

2009-01-29T08:12:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I was still in super cleaning mode. I was trying hard to NOT pack anymore of my kitchen. So, instead of turning to boxes, I turned to Tim's caulking gun :) Yes, I used a gun :) I scraped the chipped caulk off of the tiles on the kicthen counter and then recaulked the whole thing. Now, my kitchen tiles look so nice and fresh. They didn't look bad to begin with, but there is a new gleam and shine going on there :)

These tools are my new favorties. They helped to clean out the old stuff and spread the new stuff without making a mess. They worked wonderfully.

I love that I learned something new to improve my home for the showing tomorrow. This family is so sweet....although they are looking at other houses as well as ours...which is what should be done. I pray that they can find the right house for them whether it's our house or someone elses house. Tim and Brandon home teach this family...Tim tells me about some of the things the kids say when he goes home teaching. When Tim asks if there is anything he can do for them, the oldest boy says "cake". He wants cake.... It's too cute.
This is just one corner in the kitchen that I caulked. Doesn't it look lovely?
Now that I'm done caulking my kitchen and bathroom I need to figure out something else to learn...all in trying to avoid packing more of my kitchen....what I wouldn't do for an opportunity to sell my house :)

HPA

2009-01-26T12:56:00.000-08:00

House Packers Annonymous..... My name is Gina Hallam and I've become obsessed with packing my house.... Yes, it's true, I've packed the spice cabinet before we even have an offer on the house..... Why the spice cabinet???? Well, because everything else is packed...

My boxes are packed, I'm ready to go..... I'm leavin in a uhaul....don't know when I'll make it to Idaho.... you get the idea :) (sung to Leavin on a jet plane)

I told myself that I wasn't going to pack anymore of the kitchen, but those small boxes in the garage were just staring at me and were in my way, so I had to do something with them. And my spices were just sitting in the cupboard...just sitting there, most of them not being used, so why not pack them and have less to do later.

It may seem that I'm in a desparate plight, but really, I'm not. I'm very anxious for the house to sell, but who wouldn't be if they were separated from their husband and only saw him on weekends....and spending a fortune on gas...which thank goodness it went down, but still it's painful... My feelings right now are the same feelings you get when you're 81/2 months pregnant and you've had your bags packed since you found out you were expecting???? That's the feeling right now..."when's this baby going to come" no, i'm not pregnant, but the same though only about the house :)

Okay, so I've rambled enough, I just had to share my little obsession for the day.

Lesson topic

2009-01-22T06:05:00.000-08:00

I am giving the lesson in RS this sunday. I'm the fourth sunday teacher, which means that I get to give the lesson out of the Conference Ensign. All of the selections for the lessons so far have been wonderful. This past conference was wonderful so what can you expect to have a lesson on, but something wonderful.

The lesson this month is Pres. Bednar's talk "Pray Always".
In the talk, Pres. Bednar lists three principles that will help our prayers become more meaningful.
Principle #1- "Prayer becomes more meaningful as we counsel with the Lord in all our doings". As he explains this principle, he states that prayer is communication between our Heavenly Father and His children (us). We are God's children. When we understand that, we can speak to Him more naturally as we speak to our earthly parents. I love how Pres. Bednar likened prayer to the creation of the world. He said :"The patterns used by God in creating the earth are INSTRUCTIVE in helping us understand how to make prayer more meaningful". As with the creation of the earth, everything was first spiritual. Everything was created spiritually before it was created physically. Just like our days, we need to create the spiritual part of our day by having our morning prayers. This helps to create the foundation for our day and allows us to thank our Father in Heaven for our blessings of the day and to ask for help and forgiveness with our shortcomings.
Principle #2-"Prayer becomes more meaningful as we express heartfelt gratitude". The story he shares about his wife and family is so touching. A General Authority was staying with the Bednar's. At this time, the Bednar's had learned about an unexpected death of a dear friend of theirs. Sister Bednar was asked to offer the prayer. The Apostle had suggested that she "express only appreciation for blessings received and ask for nothing". That would have been so hard to do, especially after such tragic news. She showed great faith and did as she was counseled and asked to do. "pray without ceasing, and give thanks in all things"-Mosiah 26:39
Principle #3- "Prayer becomes more meaningful as we pray for others with real intent and a sincere heart". "Petitioning Heavenly Father for the blessings we desire in our personal lives is good and proper. However, praying earnestly for others, both those whom we love and those who despitefully use us, is also an important element of meaningful prayer." The Savior was the perfect example of praying for others when he offered His Intercessory Prayer. He prayed for His Apostles and for the saints..."I pray for them; I pray not for the world, but for them which thou has given me; for they are thine..."-John 17:9
Do our loved ones hear us pray for them? Do they feel the power that comes through our sincere prayers for them? As we pray we can be guided by the spirit what to offer in our prayers. We can have that connection with our Father in Heaven.

My favorite cleaning tool

2009-01-21T11:30:00.000-08:00

It's been a few days since posting. As I was cleaning this morning I thought I would share what I absolutely love to have with me when I am cleaning.

I absolutely LOVE my scentsy room sprays!!!!! They are so wonderful to have with me when I'm cleaning...especially the boys rooms. Sure they have their warmers and plug ins, but the room spray can fit right into my pocket and I can spray it anywhere to help eliminate odors.

One room spray that I use most is call Odor out...it works the same as febreeze does, but smells much better :) Odor out neutralizes the odor and makes things smell clean and fresh.

My other favorite room spray scent is Sunkissed citrus. So clean and fresh smelling...it's like a breath of spring.

Okay, there is my shpeel about scentsy :) I do love being a consultant and sharing such wonderful smelling safe candles with everyone.

I've still got more house to clean so I better get back to it.

Had to post this

2009-01-08T12:23:00.000-08:00

I received this email from my mom today and had to do more than leave it in my inbox, so I'm posting it here for others to see it. I've read this story before, but it's a great story and a wonderful reminder of what's important.

Thank you mom :) I love you

Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family.
The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guest room.
Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement.
As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied,
"Things aren't always what they seem."

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife.. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels
found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole
income, lay dead in the field.

The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen? The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused. The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die.
"Things aren't always what they seem," the older angel replied.

"When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it."
"Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife. I gave him the cow instead.
Things aren't always what they seem."
Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage.
You just might not know it until sometime later..

Some people come into our lives and quickly go..

Some people become friends and stay awhile....
leaving beautiful footprints on our hearts....
and we are never quite the same
because we have made a good friend!!

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called the present!
I think this is special...live and savor every moment...
This is not a dress rehearsal!

My "Boo"

2009-01-06T08:19:00.000-08:00

I have been thinking about doing this for quite some time and had to share it before the time was over and passed. Our children grow up so fast so we need to capture the precious moments and remember them and preserve them somehow. This blog is my way of sharing and preserving our family's memories :)

I don't have any little girls but I do have a "Boo". You know, the little character on Monsters Inc. Kyler is my "boo". Why? He has so many of her characteristics in his actions. When Kyler goes to the bathroom you can tell he's in there.... He sings just like "Boo"... It's so precious to hear him sing....well, Kyler sings ALL the time... He loves to sing everywhere he goes.

While Kyler is singing in the bathroom, occassionally he gets quiet, then you hear "Love you mom" That just melts my heart. He is such a precious, sweet little boy so full of character.
When we were camping at the coast this summer; I had taken Kyler to the bathroom before going to bed. We were the only ones in the bathroom and he was in the stall...singing of course. Then a lady came in and he was still singing. Kyler got quiet and quit singing for a brief second and guess what??? "Love you mom" The lady that had joined us in the bathroom was at that time washing her hands and made the comment of how precious that was. It was truly a special moment that Kyler had shared with someone else.

I love my "Boo" and all of his sweet person. His singing brightens my day.

Christmas break pictures

2009-01-05T14:07:00.000-08:00

Here are some pictures of the boys during their extended Christmas break...there aren't too many as we were all having too much fun to take pictures :)

An Idaho Christmas

2009-01-02T07:56:00.000-08:00

Our Christmas break started a few days early. We had some massive winter storms come through so we had oodles of snow. The boys had a great time playing in the snow while I dreaded the roads and the travel that was going to happen.

We left a couple days early between storms...so we didn't get the house clean like I had hoped, but we did make it to Idaho safely so that's a good thing :) I had to drive as Tim was already in Idaho. Aaron and Brandon were great side seat helpers looking out for other cars on the side of the roads and other things. The younger boys were great at behaving while I was driving.

While we were in Idaho, we had some wonderful visits with friends and family. We have missed Idaho, but enjoyed the time we spent there this past two weeks. We were even able to house shop...look anyway as our hands are tied until we have a buyer for our house in Hermiston.

Christmas was simple but was so filled with loved ones. We had Christmas eve dinner with Kaylena and Richard Frates and some of their family...There were babies there so I was in heaven :) Tim worked Christmas day so we helped Grandma and Grandpa until dad came home from work, then we had our Christmas. Christmas night, we went to Higley's and Brissettes to play games. We spent a lot of time playing games and enjoying company.

New year's eve again was spent in Emmett with Higley's and Brissettes.

We were all sad to have to leave on New Year's day, but all the fun had to come to an end so we can get on with things and sell our house. We have several showings this weekend so we're working on cleaning the house more and getting it ready to show again :)

This Christmas was a truly blessed Christmas and will be remembered always. I shortened the details of what we did while in Idaho, but you get the point :) We look forward to reuniting with those friends and family soon.